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03-04-2010, 11:56 PM
I am a 19 year old college student. I have had pretty intense OCD for about 6 years, though it does not really interfere with my daily routine anymore. Recently (for about 6 months) I have been having very serious anxiety. It started out as just brief moments of panic (about 10 seconds), but has escalated to something far more severe lately.
I have been having random panic attacks at night, and they seem to be getting worse and worse. Once my head hits the pillow, I am plagued with the fear that I am going to die - usually just from some minor pains. I grind my teeth both day and night, and was recently diagnosed with TMJ, but the headaches I got from that caused me to have bad panic attacks.
My lowest moment was today. I keep having a strange feeling in my heart - it is a sharp pain, and I can feel it pulsing, if that makes sense. Needless to say, that has led me to panic. So this morning I headed to the on-campus doctor, and they gave me a cardiogram (EKG). My results came out normal.
Tonight, while working on a paper (seemingly stress-free) I had the heart pain again, and I started to panic. The panic attack got so intense that my whole body was shaking violently, my mouth was dry, and I could hardly breathe I was crying so hard. I called my friend and asked her to take me to the hospital. A xanax and 2 cigarettes later, I had calmed down.
I was wondering if anyone else has had a similar experience - particularly with the heart pain. It is not really in my chest, but directly where my heart is. A lot of what I've been reading says that anxiety chest pain is located lower than where mine seems to be.
I would GREATLY appreciate a response to this message!
Thanks for reading.
I have been having random panic attacks at night, and they seem to be getting worse and worse. Once my head hits the pillow, I am plagued with the fear that I am going to die - usually just from some minor pains. I grind my teeth both day and night, and was recently diagnosed with TMJ, but the headaches I got from that caused me to have bad panic attacks.
My lowest moment was today. I keep having a strange feeling in my heart - it is a sharp pain, and I can feel it pulsing, if that makes sense. Needless to say, that has led me to panic. So this morning I headed to the on-campus doctor, and they gave me a cardiogram (EKG). My results came out normal.
Tonight, while working on a paper (seemingly stress-free) I had the heart pain again, and I started to panic. The panic attack got so intense that my whole body was shaking violently, my mouth was dry, and I could hardly breathe I was crying so hard. I called my friend and asked her to take me to the hospital. A xanax and 2 cigarettes later, I had calmed down.
I was wondering if anyone else has had a similar experience - particularly with the heart pain. It is not really in my chest, but directly where my heart is. A lot of what I've been reading says that anxiety chest pain is located lower than where mine seems to be.
I would GREATLY appreciate a response to this message!
Thanks for reading.