wantofeelbetter
10-14-2009, 11:46 PM
a lot of this dizziness. i really wish i could figure out how to describe it. sometimes i want to just shake my head really hard. sometimes i do, and it makes it hurt worse. sometimes when i have certain thoughts the dizziness gets worse. i dont know if that makes sense, but it happens.
ive starting writing more, trying to everyday. write down my thoughts, sometimes it helps. who knows...
i just stood up, and my heart started pounding really hard. i dont get that much. kind of scared me a bit.
the main thing is still the head stuff. the dizziness is ALWAYS in the same spot. how is that even possible?
another thing is this weird feeling that is almost always present in my left leg, and arm. its not a numbness, its just a "presence" of sort. i almost want to say its like the feeling when you chew tin foil with metal fillings, but under my skin...does it make sense to anyone?
of course because of the right side of my brain having dizziness, and my left side having these feelings in my limbs, i ALWAYS think i have a brain tumor,,...ect. only thing is sometimes the feelings are better, sometimes worse.
ugh.
sorry for the depressing response. heres to better days :(
ive starting writing more, trying to everyday. write down my thoughts, sometimes it helps. who knows...
i just stood up, and my heart started pounding really hard. i dont get that much. kind of scared me a bit.
the main thing is still the head stuff. the dizziness is ALWAYS in the same spot. how is that even possible?
another thing is this weird feeling that is almost always present in my left leg, and arm. its not a numbness, its just a "presence" of sort. i almost want to say its like the feeling when you chew tin foil with metal fillings, but under my skin...does it make sense to anyone?
of course because of the right side of my brain having dizziness, and my left side having these feelings in my limbs, i ALWAYS think i have a brain tumor,,...ect. only thing is sometimes the feelings are better, sometimes worse.
ugh.
sorry for the depressing response. heres to better days :(