HeatherSarah3
09-08-2009, 04:02 AM
This is my first post outside of the "welcome wagon" I am honestly scared to post this and have been building the courage over the past few minutes. My anxiety is peeking at this time in my life and I feel a strong desire to withdrawl from people but at the same time i am scared and I feel alone. I am hopeing to find someone to talk to. I have read many posts here and I can relate to alot of people on here.
Here are a few things I am having trouble with that I did not find in other people's threads.
My biggest issue is I am self concous. It takes my on average 2 hours to get ready leave the house to go to the store or anywhere. I get scared to leave by my self. I feel like people are always being mean to me (such as store clerks and just randoms) and I think Its just in my head but im not sure.
I have a perscription for lexapro. It helps my feel better but not all the way better. The reason I dont take it is because it makes me have no sex drive and I am 22 and I just got married 2 weeks ago! I dont want to not want to be with my husband.
I think I am having bad paranoia. I have not had these symptoms in the past, just recently. I dont think i actually have a question to ask but I just wanted a place to put these things for a bit.
Here are a few things I am having trouble with that I did not find in other people's threads.
My biggest issue is I am self concous. It takes my on average 2 hours to get ready leave the house to go to the store or anywhere. I get scared to leave by my self. I feel like people are always being mean to me (such as store clerks and just randoms) and I think Its just in my head but im not sure.
I have a perscription for lexapro. It helps my feel better but not all the way better. The reason I dont take it is because it makes me have no sex drive and I am 22 and I just got married 2 weeks ago! I dont want to not want to be with my husband.
I think I am having bad paranoia. I have not had these symptoms in the past, just recently. I dont think i actually have a question to ask but I just wanted a place to put these things for a bit.