heidi
05-05-2009, 01:42 AM
my names heidi i dveloped agraphobia as a teenager .I had it for 3 and a half years, then i thought it was cured untill i was attacked recentlY. I'm 33 now and its back and its controlling my life again I know what life is like when i had it before, so having it come back again it's fear mixed deep depression second time around. I don't sleep i worry constantly and fear worst of all ive put on weight and feel really ugly. Sometimes i dont leave my house for months lucky i have a friend who does my shopping even tho i have feel out with this friend loads of times it's the only friend have left.
I lost my job over this illness and lots of friends and family its a horrible thing to have i feel like a waste and like before when i had it ,i was the one that made me better and i need to make me better again.
I lost my job over this illness and lots of friends and family its a horrible thing to have i feel like a waste and like before when i had it ,i was the one that made me better and i need to make me better again.