RustyIce
04-16-2009, 10:14 AM
I thought my anxiety was going i was feeling much better every week and was looking forward to what was to come.
Then bam, after bank holiday weekend starting work again on the tuesday ive felt awful, constant nausea, exhaustion, spaced out, keep thinking that im dying, its like ive accepted im going to die, and now i am just waiting for it to happen.
I have just come home early from work as i had no energy, i felt out of it all day and scared that i am dying, this has been going on constant for 3 days now and i am really worried that something different is happening.
I can still walk and talk, and do physical things, but its my mind more than anything, i just feel completely out of it. Like i am going to black out any second, as i write this at home i dont know what to do, my appetite has gone aswel, and im really worried that this wont go away, i just dont feel myself again. Over the weekend i did drink some alcohol but nothing excessive, i drink some dr pepper on a night and my sleeping pattern is going to sleep around 2am and waking up around half past 8.
Please somebody put my mind at ease, as im literally getting ready to leave messages to my family as i think i wont make it past tonight.
Then bam, after bank holiday weekend starting work again on the tuesday ive felt awful, constant nausea, exhaustion, spaced out, keep thinking that im dying, its like ive accepted im going to die, and now i am just waiting for it to happen.
I have just come home early from work as i had no energy, i felt out of it all day and scared that i am dying, this has been going on constant for 3 days now and i am really worried that something different is happening.
I can still walk and talk, and do physical things, but its my mind more than anything, i just feel completely out of it. Like i am going to black out any second, as i write this at home i dont know what to do, my appetite has gone aswel, and im really worried that this wont go away, i just dont feel myself again. Over the weekend i did drink some alcohol but nothing excessive, i drink some dr pepper on a night and my sleeping pattern is going to sleep around 2am and waking up around half past 8.
Please somebody put my mind at ease, as im literally getting ready to leave messages to my family as i think i wont make it past tonight.