I Have No Idea What I'm Doing!!

[gypsylee]

@the_self_of_all_selves You should totally come to BL. It's rockin compared to this.

[gypsylee]

I found out the Nintendo Switch has a secret web browser.

There are videos on YouTube showing how you get it by going into the settings.

Pretty cool.


I had nfi what I was doing. Sold it for $200.

[gypsylee]

Who wants to see how good I am at Scrabble? Noone? I don't care. At least I only post shit noone cares about in one thread.

http://anxietyforum.net/forum/attachment.php?attachmentid=2089&stc=1

[gypsylee]

Remember when we did this, Self?

https://youtu.be/n2CFhMr-0C8

[gypsylee]

I just posted this song on BL. The lyrics remind me of a certain person (or people) around here lately :D



https://youtu.be/Hd565kwVpyc


I'm quite the sped, I never shred
Not cool
(Not cool)
But my bros all call me Itch
(With the silent B)
But that spells Bitch
(Fits you perfectly)

Chaz Bono dickbag, word fuck tick, not cool
(Not cool)
And I smell like regret and tequila
(What's that even mean?)
I have no idea
(You're livin' the dream)


Hey you, you dance like those assholes I see in old Molly Ringwald movies
I think you're as uncool as me
Hey you, you dance like those assholes I see in old Molly Ringwald movies
I think you're as uncool as me. And I dance!

They don't think you're all that cool, they like you for your step-dad's pool
They don't think you're all that cool, but your vampire fiction rules



I'm such a tit, I say dumb shit
Not cool (Not cool)
And my friends think that I like men
(That's because you do)
Don't even listen to them
(No one's judging you)

John Goodman gut, slow kid haircut
Not cool (Not cool)
Do you like Renaissance fairs?
(Where'd you get that scarf?)
‘Tis what thy lord doth wear
(I'll be in the car)




Hey you, you dance like those assholes I see in old Molly Ringwald movies
I think you're as uncool as me
Hey you, you dance like those assholes I see in old Molly Ringwald movies
I think you're as uncool as me. And I dance!

They don't think you're all that cool, they like you for your step-dad's pool
They don't think you're all that cool, but your vampire fiction rules

Dancin' with myself, in the dark, on the ceiling
Dancin' with myself, in the dark, on the ceiling
And I dance!

They don't think you're all that cool, they like you for your step-dad's pool.
They don't think you're all that cool, but your vampire fiction rules


Let's go to Civil War reenactments
Throw some back and yell "too soon!" at them
Let's go to Civil War reenactments
Warning, spoiler alert!

[gypsylee]

I saw something on eBay that looks like a discounted version of a Steam Deck, with Linux included. Says it is available from only £16. Went to pay up, and then it says it is £220 for some reason.

http://anxietyforum.net/forum/attachment.php?attachmentid=2091&stc=1

Dude got that thing (barely touched) plus a game I paid $80 for from USA for $210 (cash). Took about 3 days from posting the ad.

[gypsylee]

I hardly ever play games now. Gaming has been in a slump for several years.

I have yet to get a PS5. But these last few years, have been quite depressing and trying. Plus, a lot of forums online are dead, or full of shills. Half the time, YouTube is the same.

GameFAQs is trash, though, but that's where the activity is.


https://youtu.be/bjoTAWCIzoQ

[gypsylee]

https://youtu.be/dUbtKfqR2HM

http://anxietyforum.net/forum/attachment.php?attachmentid=2092&stc=1

[gypsylee]

Remember when we were hanging out that day, Self?

https://youtu.be/5V_NW0UH9EQ

[gypsylee]

No. If I wanted to see villagers get killed, I'd look out the window and watch Kwame lob goats at people's heads.

I still don't know about Kwame.

[gypsylee]

Anybody play Resident Evil?

They ruined that series after RE4.

RE4 gets a lot of praise, but it's not scary. All you do is kill villagers.

My brother got so scared playing that he switched it off lol.. Some monster hanging from the ceiling in this tunnel. He was an adult at the time.

[gypsylee]

He's a crazy guy from the next village over. Sometimes he's cool. Other times he randomly tries to circumcise people or throws goats at them.


Hmm.. Thinks he's really cool eh? Yeah I'll knock his fucken block off.

http://anxietyforum.net/forum/attachment.php?attachmentid=2095&stc=1

[gypsylee]

Thanks. I'm glad I have a rough, ex-lorry-driving Aussie to look out for me. :o

It's a "truck" ya fucken black cunt.

[gypsylee]

Remember this trip, Self?

https://youtu.be/gmRNt9OnS_A

[gypsylee]

https://c.tenor.com/MAf3ds8l3bgAAAAM/gym-accident.gif


https://youtu.be/usZ7OET5KMk

[gypsylee]

Ok just for serious for a minute -- our Prime Minister has finally called the federal election. May 21st Australia goes to the polls.

Let's have a look at our awesome PM, Scott "Scomo" Morrison. A member of the Pentecostal Hillsong (Mega) Church. Here is Scotty praying for Australian farmers in the drought:

http://anxietyforum.net/forum/attachment.php?attachmentid=2098&stc=1



Hillsong has just been involved in a scandal involving (surprise surprise) sexual harassment of women.


"The founder of Hillsong, Brian Houston, has accused the megachurch of “losing its soul” and says his wife has been made redundant by the church’s board “through no choice of her own”.

Houston resigned last month from the megachurch he founded in Sydney (https://www.theguardian.com/world/2022/mar/23/hillsongs-brian-houston-resigns-from-megachurch) two decades ago after internal investigations found he had engaged in inappropriate conduct of “serious concern” with two women."

https://amp.theguardian.com/world/2022/apr/09/hillsong-founder-brian-houston-says-megachurch-losing-its-soul-after-it-makes-his-wife-redundant



Now, some memorable moments from Scott's time as leader of Australia:


Memes after Scotty took a trip to Hawaii while half the country burned.

http://anxietyforum.net/forum/attachment.php?attachmentid=2099&stc=1



Scotty, Murdoch (NewsCorpse) and Zuckerberg in kahoots over one of his party's endless scandals.

http://anxietyforum.net/forum/attachment.php?attachmentid=2100&stc=1


Scotty fondling some coal, fantasising about his next mining operation (after being told by scientists and David Attenborough himself to stop wrecking the environment).

http://anxietyforum.net/forum/attachment.php?attachmentid=2102&stc=1

[gypsylee]

Scotty visiting the floods. Thinking about coal again.

http://anxietyforum.net/forum/attachment.php?attachmentid=2105&stc=1



Scotty (the bogan) at the footy while Melbourne heading for "Most Locked-Down City in the World" title.

http://anxietyforum.net/forum/attachment.php?attachmentid=2106&stc=1




Well that was fun composing that on an iPhone. Time for me to do a Scomo!!



http://anxietyforum.net/forum/attachment.php?attachmentid=2107&stc=1

[gypsylee]

http://anxietyforum.net/forum/attachment.php?attachmentid=2108&stc=1


http://anxietyforum.net/forum/attachment.php?attachmentid=2109&stc=1


http://anxietyforum.net/forum/attachment.php?attachmentid=2110&stc=1

[gypsylee]

You're like the Yanks. Your leaders love getting involved with dodgy churches and banging on about how religious they are.

But we didn't used to be and that was our saving grace! I still cannot believe an Evangelical Christian has been our PM for 3 years. Tony Abbott is a Catholic, but at least that's sort of normal. Scomo prayed for farmers at this thing :(:(

[gypsylee]

Old big ears kept going on about how much he loved prayer breakfasts. Thankfully you got rid of him. Now he can spend every morning at a prayer breakfast and the rest of the day sucking off Noddy.

Yes, Tony has gone back to the Mother Country, bless him.

[gypsylee]

Who's gonna win your election? If Scott wins again, you're welcome to emigrate to Ghana. Tbh, it would have nice to have someone watching my back. I'm sick of Kwame coming up behind me and trying to circumcise me.

Albo is ahead in the polls but I don't trust these voting idiots at all. At least if he gets back in I'll be able to say "don't look at me".

I don't actually know where Ghana is but ok. Does Kwame circumcise regardless of sex though??

[gypsylee]

Kwame's circumcision obsession was fine when he was doing it to goats. Our village won the award for most circumcised goats in Ghana three years in a row. We were all very proud. But now there are no more goats left to circumcise, he's trying to do it to people.

One old guy fell asleep on the grass. By the time he woke up, Kwame had circumcised him three times.


Yes that's all very well, but does he do it to WOMEN? He might start once he's finished with men! A bit like graduating from goats to men..

[gypsylee]

http://anxietyforum.net/forum/attachment.php?attachmentid=2111&stc=1

https://youtu.be/iCRDseUEEsg

[gypsylee]

http://anxietyforum.net/forum/attachment.php?attachmentid=2112&stc=1

https://youtu.be/UjPpAjQzWsM

[Kwambe]

Stop spamming your bad political takes, Bush. Australia should become a Ghanaian colony.

Is that so?

[Kwambe]

Hello Kwambe (with a notable addition of a b in your name). What are you doing here, you beautiful Ghanaian bastard?

I am excellent, young Self. The "B" I earned in a ritual several nights ago.

[Kwambe]

Behave yourself and you might even earn the D later. ;)

Crikey.. Err I mean, wonderful. Tell me, have you seen any goats around lately?

[Kwambe]

*stares blankly looking for goats*

[Kwambe]

Only the one you just lobbed at my head.

Are you still wearing that necklace of circumcisions that you proudly showed off around our village?

Sorry about that..

Well you see, in my original tribe in South Africa we use those necklaces for strength. So I chew on it when I'm needing energy. It is almost gone.

[gypsylee]

I see. And how is your father, Kwambe Ogbonatutufufu snr.?


That freak threw a goat at me! I don't know about the company you've been keeping lately, Self.

[gypsylee]

http://anxietyforum.net/forum/attachment.php?attachmentid=2121&stc=1

https://youtu.be/B06_jlEF5R8 (https://youtu.be/B06_jlEF5R8)

Everything she sees, she says she wants
Everything she wants, I see she gets

That's my daughter in the water
Everything she owns, I bought her
Everything she owns

That's my daughter in the water
Everything she knows, I taught her
Everything she knows

Everything I say, she takes to heart
Everything she takes, she takes apart

That's my daughter in the water
Every time she fell, I caught her
Every time she fell

And that's my daughter in the water
I lost every time I fought her
Yeah, I lost every time

Every time she blinks, she'd strike somebody blind
Everything she thinks, blows her tiny mind

That's my daughter in the water
Who'd have ever thought her?
Who'd have ever thought?

That's my daughter in the water
I lost every time I fought her
Yeah, I lost every time

[gypsylee]

Vladimir Nabokov is going to be my next literary obsession. I started Lolita a couple of years ago but wasn't in the right frame of mind for reading. Someone gave me a link to a short story, which I'm interested in reading:

https://thefloatinglibrary.com/2009/10/28/gods-vladimir-nabokov/ (https://thefloatinglibrary.com/2009/10/28/gods-vladimir-nabokov/)



I was just on Twitter and did a search for Nabokov -- found some interesting posts, including this passage from a book called Speak, Memory:


I confess I do not believe in time. I like to fold my magic carpet, after use, in such a way as to superimpose one part of the pattern upon another. Let visitors trip. And the highest enjoyment of timelessness - in a landscape selected at random - is when I stand among rare butterflies and their food plants. This is ecstasy, and behind the ecstasy is something else, which is hard to explain. It is like a momentary vacuum into which rushes all that I love. A sense of oneness with sun and stone. A thrill of gratitude to whom it may concern - to the contrapuntal genius of human fate or to tender ghosts humoring a lucky mortal.

[gypsylee]

Aren't we supposed to be cancelling everything Russian now?

I have Russian blood you know. It didn’t even occur to me that Nabokov was Russian though.. Art > Politics

[gypsylee]

Now you know. I'll burn his books for you, but I need to finish burning these JK Rowling ones first.

http://anxietyforum.net/forum/attachment.php?attachmentid=2122&stc=1

[gypsylee]

http://anxietyforum.net/forum/attachment.php?attachmentid=2124&stc=1

http://anxietyforum.net/forum/attachment.php?attachmentid=2125&stc=1

[gypsylee]

My daughter just sent me a pic of her cats on Snapchat. That's all I need really. I want to see her a lot more (she's bought a unit interstate, 10 hours drive away) and I'm working on that, but gotta sell my place (all profit and don't need to spend it on another house).. But that's a mission and a half. Real estate agents are my nightmare.

Anyhoo, she's my pride and joy, and not in the clichéd "post her all over FB" way.


https://youtu.be/9-qk52E7zj8

http://anxietyforum.net/forum/attachment.php?attachmentid=2127&stc=1

http://anxietyforum.net/forum/attachment.php?attachmentid=2128&stc=1

http://anxietyforum.net/forum/attachment.php?attachmentid=2129&stc=1


https://youtu.be/0EXaxmNbReI

[gypsylee]

Little gypsy ftw.

http://anxietyforum.net/forum/attachment.php?attachmentid=2130&stc=1

[gypsylee]

Well, my Android streaming box really is not working properly. Takes half an hour of constant rebooting and flashing up the 'vmade' logo. Must be why they are sold so cheaply.

Plus, that's a LOT of screencapping to do, as you know!

Android is gay

[gypsylee]

I will email you soon. I got a mini Windows PC today.

Says there is no video signal, after I connected a HDMI lead. Odd! I don't use VGA.

Don't geek out on me Pedro! I only use Apple mobile products because they're designed for retards (and people like me who get violent using Windows because it wastes my time), and I haven't been able to afford a Mac yet. You'd like my dad though - he worked in IT for 40 years and gives lectures to businessmen on whatever database/spreadsheet/blah blah software they have to use. It still took us TWO HOURS to unlock my own laptop because Windows must think I'm NASA or something. I had to stop myself throwing that damn thing through *my* window..

But ok good.

http://anxietyforum.net/forum/attachment.php?attachmentid=2133&stc=1

Note to self (not Self): Marketing concept - brand James.

[Kwambe]

We don't get a choice in Ghana. We have to take whatever washes up on our beaches. Usually the laptop belonged to a pervert who threw it in the sea so the police couldn't get it.

I like to find them and donate them to the local school, after I've wiped all the filth, of course. I wouldn't want the kids getting the wrong idea about how to behave around goats.

Very good, young Self.

Please tell me what you know of these men? One is from Scotland I believe and one from Australia. The woman is from Australia also! Far away from the man I hope. He seems rather.. Savage. Probably also deviant in his sexual practices. I cannot abide these perverts and the pictures he displays I must shield my eyes from. My soul must not be contaminated by such filth. The one from Scotland seems somewhat odd but not savage like the Australian.

[gypsylee]

Ok, we'll go to BL. You seem to like it more there.

It’s great. It reminds me of the old days online.

[gypsylee]

Ok, I'll go there then. I've made an account but the mods have to approve it.

Good work. It’s crazy but so many lulz. That thread about old women.. I was dying.

What time is it in Ghana?

[gypsylee]

Then Kwame ate my goat. I just wait for a ringing sound to come from his belly. Then I know it's time to wake up and work on the field.

http://anxietyforum.net/forum/attachment.php?attachmentid=2135&stc=1


KwamBe. That guy is evil.

[gypsylee]

What are you doing?

[gypsylee]

We can just leave this site you know. There's a reason people like Self and I came here -- we get very bad anxiety and this is not very therapeutic. You can have the place all to yourself if you really want.

[GrimReaper]

Fuck off, then.
https://media0.giphy.com/media/3ohc0QQkTH6YK8g4zS/giphy.gif

[gypsylee]

Fuck off, then.
https://media0.giphy.com/media/3ohc0QQkTH6YK8g4zS/giphy.gif




This song wasn't intended to be regarding you, but hey, it can include you. By the way, that comma in the phrase "fuck off, then" is unnecessary/incorrect lol.


https://youtu.be/s6Vl_OFScbc

[gypsylee]

"Everyone carries a piece of the puzzle. Nobody comes into your life by mere coincidence. Trust your instincts. Do the unexpected. Find the others.." --Timothy Leary

And I feel like I just got home :):)

https://youtu.be/nrvsVHonKxY

[gypsylee]

I found this on that other forum.. Oh it's a gif but I'm retarded with technology so it isn't moving :( Anyway it's really funny but I don't know why. Humour is an interesting thing.

http://anxietyforum.net/forum/attachment.php?attachmentid=2137&stc=1

[gypsylee]

More lulz

http://anxietyforum.net/forum/attachment.php?attachmentid=2138&stc=1 http://anxietyforum.net/forum/attachment.php?attachmentid=2139&stc=1


After Life was a great show

http://anxietyforum.net/forum/attachment.php?attachmentid=2141&stc=1 http://anxietyforum.net/forum/attachment.php?attachmentid=2142&stc=1

[gypsylee]

http://anxietyforum.net/forum/attachment.php?attachmentid=2165&stc=1

[gypsylee]

http://anxietyforum.net/forum/attachment.php?attachmentid=2166&stc=1

[gypsylee]

http://anxietyforum.net/forum/attachment.php?attachmentid=2167&stc=1

[Ponder]

Hi Gypsy :) Nice to see you back.

Technology is over rated. 2nd post, middle image, first on the left about growing old made me laugh. It's not fun watching the world get worse. Nobody can see from such a perspective when making such a claim except age itself.

Is OK not to know what we are doing. Just keep breathing and it will eventually come to you.

I reply in other thread re the PM ... Other than that best I can say is refer to my sig bellow. Has been working quite well for me. ;)

Stick around and I am sure others may consider popping back in.
__________________________

More specifically ... what have you been up to? Honestly, just use the forum feature and let us show this cancer that it can't have said control. You know it will kill him all the more if we start utilizing the forum once again. Laughs Out Loud at that one. My oh my. Sorry could not help it.

Seriously Gypsy - PLEASE
:(
I don't want to cry .. JK .. It is possible to breathe life back into this forum. I really loved your biocentric posts. Remember? You also quoted a little of Alan Watts (correct me if wrong) whom I also listen to quite a bit. I even read over your Blog when you linked it up. I appreciate the episodic nature many of us often go through with not having an idea of what we are doing kind of thing - is good to write about and express whatever in a way that helps to ease the pain and inspire a little mojo when feeling low.

How's PINK and your usual goto genre working out for you? You still firing up the old neurons a little with such go-to/s? My older 80s tunes are starting to wane for me but is OK - I started going further back before my time:


https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=s-dlIHmBDAA

Is good to mix things up a bit and I like it when there are no lyrics.

Anyways ... nice to see you again.