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Gr8fullady
12-09-2017, 08:33 PM
I have a new job that I love and there are great people there, but the gossip is off the hook and I feel terrible after a holiday party I was getting looks of pity from others. I’ve been nothing but friendly and have really put myself out there. I am just so exhausted from trying and getting nowhere. I have been here for 5 months moths and I have not made one friend, I talk to people at work, but just as acquaintances. This is the hardest time I have ever had making friends! And believe me I know it is because I am going secure depressed and possibly paranoid too, but usually there is at least someone I can connect with. I am an individual and I know I have amazing qualities, f these people, but their not terrible.

It is like all over the world everyone is in a loop and I am not in any loop anywhere!

Gr8fullady
12-09-2017, 08:33 PM
Also I refuse to gossip because when I do I just start to feel worse about myself!

martin05
12-12-2017, 02:23 PM
Also I refuse to gossip because when I do I just start to feel worse about myself!

Smart way to live!