klynn
11-20-2008, 06:00 PM
I will try to make this as short and descriptive as I can.
Basically, I am 18 years old. My parents are divorced and both remarried. One thing I know has had a major effect on me is my grandmother passing away two years go. My mother is an alcoholic and I moved in with my boyfriend of two years three months ago. When I had just turned sixteen I had my gall bladder removed because of gall stones and I also had pancreatitis. I was in the hospital for about a week and had a rough time getting better because I was so afraid of something else bad happening to me. Last year around this time was probably the most intense for me. From November to February I was having panic/anxiety attacks almost daily. I would get one small pain and look it up on the internet or think I was dying. My heart would pound like crazy and I would just feel completely out of control. Things got better once spring came this year and over the summer the only problems I had were when I moved out of my mothers house. I had a very small attacks then, but nothing too serious. For the past two weeks or so I have been feeling terrible. I've gained some weight and I feel a little depressed about it. I've been getting pains in my left arm.. feeling like my shoulder has to pop. I guess that is a sign of gas and can happen to people that have had gall bladder removal. I just feel like something is ALWAYS wrong with me. I feel crazy sometimes and then there are times where I am completely normal and am so happy. I just don't understand what is going on. Two years ago I saw a counselor and she helped a little, but I stopped going once I met my boyfriend. He made me happy and I was fine for a while. I don't know what to do. If someone can please tell me something helpful that would be great. Also, do you think I do have serious problem?
Basically, I am 18 years old. My parents are divorced and both remarried. One thing I know has had a major effect on me is my grandmother passing away two years go. My mother is an alcoholic and I moved in with my boyfriend of two years three months ago. When I had just turned sixteen I had my gall bladder removed because of gall stones and I also had pancreatitis. I was in the hospital for about a week and had a rough time getting better because I was so afraid of something else bad happening to me. Last year around this time was probably the most intense for me. From November to February I was having panic/anxiety attacks almost daily. I would get one small pain and look it up on the internet or think I was dying. My heart would pound like crazy and I would just feel completely out of control. Things got better once spring came this year and over the summer the only problems I had were when I moved out of my mothers house. I had a very small attacks then, but nothing too serious. For the past two weeks or so I have been feeling terrible. I've gained some weight and I feel a little depressed about it. I've been getting pains in my left arm.. feeling like my shoulder has to pop. I guess that is a sign of gas and can happen to people that have had gall bladder removal. I just feel like something is ALWAYS wrong with me. I feel crazy sometimes and then there are times where I am completely normal and am so happy. I just don't understand what is going on. Two years ago I saw a counselor and she helped a little, but I stopped going once I met my boyfriend. He made me happy and I was fine for a while. I don't know what to do. If someone can please tell me something helpful that would be great. Also, do you think I do have serious problem?