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07-18-2017, 10:08 AM
Scenario A: I'm out somewhere, two people start arcing up/yelling maybe tussle a bit, I feel what I think is adrenaline and can't take eyes off them and wish I was invisible. After the situation calms down, then I'm back to normal. I may have jelly legs afterwards. Then back to normal. Fight or flight.
Scenario B: Bowel movement feeling makes me tense sick if its soft/premature/etc I can tell before toilet. Sick/weak in the stomach as well. Any thought that pops into my head gets blown out of proportion, a jolt of yucky negative energy. Eg, I'm afraid of relationships or something, and thinking of relationship in this moment weirds me out even more. Food eg chicken left in your teeth, that's fine. When this mood happens, anything left on my teeth is a jolt of yucky negative energy. Hard to put feeling into words. Going toilet sometime calm me down. Some irritable bowel syndrome? No pain usually, and no or not much fight or flight? This still anxiety/panic?
Scenario B: Bowel movement feeling makes me tense sick if its soft/premature/etc I can tell before toilet. Sick/weak in the stomach as well. Any thought that pops into my head gets blown out of proportion, a jolt of yucky negative energy. Eg, I'm afraid of relationships or something, and thinking of relationship in this moment weirds me out even more. Food eg chicken left in your teeth, that's fine. When this mood happens, anything left on my teeth is a jolt of yucky negative energy. Hard to put feeling into words. Going toilet sometime calm me down. Some irritable bowel syndrome? No pain usually, and no or not much fight or flight? This still anxiety/panic?