Canary
11-13-2008, 07:56 AM
I've had anxiety ever since I was little. I was very shy as a child and avoided people to the point of hiding when i heard the doorbell go off. I've had therapy sessions with a psychologist a few years ago, but I started doing better once i changed to a different high school.
Recently, my anxiety has been coming back and I've been becoming more and more paranoid in these past couple of weeks. I'm having trouble talking to people, which is strange because i'm usually pretty outgoing and funny, but now i worry that people only think i'm funny because i'm weird and stupid... I stutter a lot. I'm afraid of being surprised by loud noises and can't be in the same room as something that could potentially be loud, like a child playing with a balloon. I have a great boyfriend who helps me get through things, but if it weren't for him I would be completely lost. I'm afraid of too many things, and it prevents me from doing something that i need to do, like answering the door to a stranger, going to a party, or getting up to close a window at night.. ( i worry about someone breaking through the window)
Last week I had a panic attack, and my parents are worried about my anxiety coming back.... so next thursday i'm going to a doctor to see if i need to take medicine for my anxiety. I'm worried about the side effects, and also about becoming hooked. When i look up the medicines online i'm overwhelmed with all the different names. Is taking medicine something i should worry about?
Recently, my anxiety has been coming back and I've been becoming more and more paranoid in these past couple of weeks. I'm having trouble talking to people, which is strange because i'm usually pretty outgoing and funny, but now i worry that people only think i'm funny because i'm weird and stupid... I stutter a lot. I'm afraid of being surprised by loud noises and can't be in the same room as something that could potentially be loud, like a child playing with a balloon. I have a great boyfriend who helps me get through things, but if it weren't for him I would be completely lost. I'm afraid of too many things, and it prevents me from doing something that i need to do, like answering the door to a stranger, going to a party, or getting up to close a window at night.. ( i worry about someone breaking through the window)
Last week I had a panic attack, and my parents are worried about my anxiety coming back.... so next thursday i'm going to a doctor to see if i need to take medicine for my anxiety. I'm worried about the side effects, and also about becoming hooked. When i look up the medicines online i'm overwhelmed with all the different names. Is taking medicine something i should worry about?