nina073
02-08-2017, 08:09 AM
I am a senior in high school and i still feel tremendous sense of exposure and embarrassment just by walking in the corridors.
I have one friend who i stick to and talk to throughout the day. Sometimes my self esteem drops so low that i can barely look people let a alone communicate with them coherently.
Now, there is this guy who thinks i like him, but i don't. He has an inflated ego and a girlfriend, but still tries to get attention from me.His whole little group probably makes fun of me. This all makes me feel horrible.I constantly feel stressed and embarrassed, am not able to focus on anything and feel like everyone notices me.His entire class sometimes stares at me.
I know this sounds petty and immature, but i feel like i'm suffocating while in school. Currently, i meditate every day and try to comfort myself, but it's not enough to
help me deal with my serious lack of integrity and self respect, so i would appreciate your advice. Thank you!
I have one friend who i stick to and talk to throughout the day. Sometimes my self esteem drops so low that i can barely look people let a alone communicate with them coherently.
Now, there is this guy who thinks i like him, but i don't. He has an inflated ego and a girlfriend, but still tries to get attention from me.His whole little group probably makes fun of me. This all makes me feel horrible.I constantly feel stressed and embarrassed, am not able to focus on anything and feel like everyone notices me.His entire class sometimes stares at me.
I know this sounds petty and immature, but i feel like i'm suffocating while in school. Currently, i meditate every day and try to comfort myself, but it's not enough to
help me deal with my serious lack of integrity and self respect, so i would appreciate your advice. Thank you!