Duane90
10-24-2008, 12:48 AM
Hi all. New in town.
Late into last year, October/November-ish. I came down with a really bad case of Anxiety. But it wasn't that bad, watching movies or doing something I enjoy did help. But during that time I spent a lot of time in Bed because I felt so dizzy and weak. Not the mention the amount of panic I had to endure.
Just as Christmas was starting to roll in my Anxiety started to ware off intill I was my old self. Now I'm normally a very happy and a person who enjoys to laugh so it felt great being my old self again.
As Christmas past, and the new year rolled on I was fine. I didn't even think or, even remember being the way I was last year. But right intill the end of this summer I started to feel the same. This time much worse. I could do anything I enjoyed like last time because they felt so useless and so I started to become tired, dizzy and weak. Thus I retreated to my bed.
That batch, didn't last as long. So I've spent around a couple of weeks before another batch arrived, and this is the worse I've ever felt. My sleep pattens are so messed up, I sleep during the day and spend half my night alone. Which does nothing more than just raise my anxiety.
I'm not sure what to do. I've somehow been able to sweat the last attacks out of my system but I've gotten to the point where I just can't go on. I'm 18 at the end of the year and that is an important chapter in my life but I don't want to spend it being all depressed and panicfilled. I once tried to talk to my mom about me being on medication but she didn't react in the way I had hoped. But none the less she did take me to see my GP (Doctor.) Who wouldn't proscribe me anything so instead he sent me to a phycartrist.
I'm not sure if I should ask for any medication or not. I also have Autism and worried that I may gain side-effects. I tend to ramble on, but. I really do need some advice.
Late into last year, October/November-ish. I came down with a really bad case of Anxiety. But it wasn't that bad, watching movies or doing something I enjoy did help. But during that time I spent a lot of time in Bed because I felt so dizzy and weak. Not the mention the amount of panic I had to endure.
Just as Christmas was starting to roll in my Anxiety started to ware off intill I was my old self. Now I'm normally a very happy and a person who enjoys to laugh so it felt great being my old self again.
As Christmas past, and the new year rolled on I was fine. I didn't even think or, even remember being the way I was last year. But right intill the end of this summer I started to feel the same. This time much worse. I could do anything I enjoyed like last time because they felt so useless and so I started to become tired, dizzy and weak. Thus I retreated to my bed.
That batch, didn't last as long. So I've spent around a couple of weeks before another batch arrived, and this is the worse I've ever felt. My sleep pattens are so messed up, I sleep during the day and spend half my night alone. Which does nothing more than just raise my anxiety.
I'm not sure what to do. I've somehow been able to sweat the last attacks out of my system but I've gotten to the point where I just can't go on. I'm 18 at the end of the year and that is an important chapter in my life but I don't want to spend it being all depressed and panicfilled. I once tried to talk to my mom about me being on medication but she didn't react in the way I had hoped. But none the less she did take me to see my GP (Doctor.) Who wouldn't proscribe me anything so instead he sent me to a phycartrist.
I'm not sure if I should ask for any medication or not. I also have Autism and worried that I may gain side-effects. I tend to ramble on, but. I really do need some advice.