bztap
10-23-2008, 02:53 PM
Whenever I don't eat I am fine, for the most part. I am probably more anxious than most but I am generally ok. After I eat however if you throw a pinch of anxiety on top of it, my symptoms spike and I just need to get out of the situation. It makes me want to vomit. Then the thought of like going out to eat with other people some how makes my symptoms spike. I don't know what is going on.
I have had this to a degree for a long time but its getting worse as of recently and I feel it consumes my life. Some things I am fine with some things im not. Many times if I have eaten I will have to leave a class and dry heave or even vomit in the bathroom from nerves.
But if the focus of what I am doing doesn't revolve around food or drinking im fine. Like my dad wanted to go to a restaurant with me today before we went to a hockey game and I was just thinking no I will get nauseous. Then I am thinking this is retarded cause I know I will A) eat at the game and B) drink at the game, and be totally fine.
I have borrowed some xanax from a friend, those things have saved my life on occasions it feels. Does anyone have what I have or can explain to me what is going on. Whats the best solution? I am trying to schedule appointments with doctors and had a first meeting with a couselor. I am looking for more insight with my choices and options.
I have had this to a degree for a long time but its getting worse as of recently and I feel it consumes my life. Some things I am fine with some things im not. Many times if I have eaten I will have to leave a class and dry heave or even vomit in the bathroom from nerves.
But if the focus of what I am doing doesn't revolve around food or drinking im fine. Like my dad wanted to go to a restaurant with me today before we went to a hockey game and I was just thinking no I will get nauseous. Then I am thinking this is retarded cause I know I will A) eat at the game and B) drink at the game, and be totally fine.
I have borrowed some xanax from a friend, those things have saved my life on occasions it feels. Does anyone have what I have or can explain to me what is going on. Whats the best solution? I am trying to schedule appointments with doctors and had a first meeting with a couselor. I am looking for more insight with my choices and options.