Majesti
07-06-2016, 05:56 AM
Hello guys, im 24yo male, few years ago i was diagnosed with Panic Disorder, GAD and slight Psychopathy.
At first i didn't believed i can be psychopath, because i taught they're like serial killers and overall bad people while im total opposite, so i gave an laugter to my psychiatrist telling "i do not go outside and kill people" as a reaction but i have done bad things and crimes in my childhood, but mostly im very kind to my friends etc, after doing research i realized that i have alot of psychopathy traits, but that's not the point.
Few months ago i've stopped drinking alcohol ( was drinking for years ), and the anxiety with panic attacks especially various "False memories" and Delusions started to kick in, at first it was like some people did something bad to me in the past etc ( while i was blacked out after lots of alcohol and weed and started to recall false or potentially real memoeries ) and similiar things, then few days later i started to think i will get a stroke or heart attack that comes as anxiety symptoms or panic attacks, but i've managed to overcome it by researching all information about strokes and how heart functions, so i would panic only when the real symptoms kicks in but now different anxiety kicked in.
Now i think i have downs syndrome or a mosaic downs syndrome. While writting this i cant realize the proofs that i have it like people never asked if i have it, doctors never mentioned it and i went to normal school also my whole body has no signs/symptoms of the syndrome, except the face, i have upward slanted eyes, small ears, underdeveloped jaw and oval shaped face which makes me look like that atleast in the mirror, but when i try to take a pic of myself i always end up looking normal. P.S. Im underweight and pale.
I dont want to upload a photo of myself for various reasons, but here i found one guy that has exactly the same features as me even same assymetry and skin tone:
www dot gyazo dot com /ce04a3fabdfdd1c0286bde2dfd8b18d3.png
At first i didn't believed i can be psychopath, because i taught they're like serial killers and overall bad people while im total opposite, so i gave an laugter to my psychiatrist telling "i do not go outside and kill people" as a reaction but i have done bad things and crimes in my childhood, but mostly im very kind to my friends etc, after doing research i realized that i have alot of psychopathy traits, but that's not the point.
Few months ago i've stopped drinking alcohol ( was drinking for years ), and the anxiety with panic attacks especially various "False memories" and Delusions started to kick in, at first it was like some people did something bad to me in the past etc ( while i was blacked out after lots of alcohol and weed and started to recall false or potentially real memoeries ) and similiar things, then few days later i started to think i will get a stroke or heart attack that comes as anxiety symptoms or panic attacks, but i've managed to overcome it by researching all information about strokes and how heart functions, so i would panic only when the real symptoms kicks in but now different anxiety kicked in.
Now i think i have downs syndrome or a mosaic downs syndrome. While writting this i cant realize the proofs that i have it like people never asked if i have it, doctors never mentioned it and i went to normal school also my whole body has no signs/symptoms of the syndrome, except the face, i have upward slanted eyes, small ears, underdeveloped jaw and oval shaped face which makes me look like that atleast in the mirror, but when i try to take a pic of myself i always end up looking normal. P.S. Im underweight and pale.
I dont want to upload a photo of myself for various reasons, but here i found one guy that has exactly the same features as me even same assymetry and skin tone:
www dot gyazo dot com /ce04a3fabdfdd1c0286bde2dfd8b18d3.png