Anathema
07-04-2016, 01:56 PM
Met on a gaming site about a year ago, moved to Skype a couple of months ago and did some all-day (and a couple all-night) calls with our Skype group, just talking to each other. Usually harmless banter and stupid jokes, but I went through some bullying a few weeks ago, and he messaged me and honestly helped more than anyone ever has before and projected genuine concern. Afterwards, we've talked privately about more personal things, like real-life and our similar feelings of anxiety and depression.
I have just gotten really attached. I won't insult love by saying I'm in love with someone whose real name I've never known, but it isn't just infatuation... It feels like a genuine romantic interest, but I don't know what to do because there's honestly no way for me to express this to him without feeling like I'm being creepy, and I couldn't bear to lose him. We talk all day!
I'm just really scared and guilty about all of this.
Suggestions?
I have just gotten really attached. I won't insult love by saying I'm in love with someone whose real name I've never known, but it isn't just infatuation... It feels like a genuine romantic interest, but I don't know what to do because there's honestly no way for me to express this to him without feeling like I'm being creepy, and I couldn't bear to lose him. We talk all day!
I'm just really scared and guilty about all of this.
Suggestions?