xxfairybluxx
10-12-2008, 04:39 AM
Hi everyone. I joined this forum because of my generalised anxiety. I always felt it when I was with my boyfriend and it was driving me mad. Something just didn't feel right and I worried that I wasn't feeling enough for him. I couldn't think properly and was constantly having obsessive thoughts and trying to rationalise how I felt, without much success.
He does make me happy and we have loads of fun when we're together but I just don't really feel ready to settle down. At least I think thats what this feeling means. Well...i've decided that we should have a break. It's really hard but I don't want to string him along when I don't understand how I feel.
Maybe this horrible anxious feeling will go away. If it doesn't then i don't know what i'll do. :(
He does make me happy and we have loads of fun when we're together but I just don't really feel ready to settle down. At least I think thats what this feeling means. Well...i've decided that we should have a break. It's really hard but I don't want to string him along when I don't understand how I feel.
Maybe this horrible anxious feeling will go away. If it doesn't then i don't know what i'll do. :(