pillgirl82
06-12-2016, 04:28 PM
Right now my mind is like a video on fast forward.
Can't stop grinding my teeth and want to smash something.
Spent the afternoon with my mother and sister, my sister has a cute new baby. I like this baby. It is super cute.
I don't like my mother. She is horrible.
She doesn't understand mental illness and says incredibly insensitive things to me - also, good luck getting through a sentence without her interrupting you. Whenever I spend any time with her, it takes me days to recover!! I am sitting her stewing and obsessing over everything she said.... coming up with sharp comebacks now that it's too late.
This inevitably spirals into thoughts about how much student debt I am in; how much I hate being in school.... and then how fucked up the world is in general. It's this spiral that lands me in the mental wing of the hospital on occasion....
I know I'm not saying anything new or unique here. Just need to vent. I just don't know what to do with myself.
I'll probably end up drinking some wine which will ultimately make it worse.
What do you do suggest for these situations? Any words would be so very appreciated.
Can't stop grinding my teeth and want to smash something.
Spent the afternoon with my mother and sister, my sister has a cute new baby. I like this baby. It is super cute.
I don't like my mother. She is horrible.
She doesn't understand mental illness and says incredibly insensitive things to me - also, good luck getting through a sentence without her interrupting you. Whenever I spend any time with her, it takes me days to recover!! I am sitting her stewing and obsessing over everything she said.... coming up with sharp comebacks now that it's too late.
This inevitably spirals into thoughts about how much student debt I am in; how much I hate being in school.... and then how fucked up the world is in general. It's this spiral that lands me in the mental wing of the hospital on occasion....
I know I'm not saying anything new or unique here. Just need to vent. I just don't know what to do with myself.
I'll probably end up drinking some wine which will ultimately make it worse.
What do you do suggest for these situations? Any words would be so very appreciated.