skarmoryd11
05-22-2016, 11:37 AM
Hi i'm 13 living in England diagnosed with Obsessive Compulsive Disorder a while ago, my life came crashing down before my eyes back in 2012 because my parents moved me into a private school and my mums dad had passed away at the same time, ever since then i've been having constant bad thoughts about Death and sometimes i will freak out when i think i have symptoms of Cancer and other things.
(PLEASE READ THIS) lately i've been getting thoughts out of the blue saying stuff like "6 Weeks" or "Tuesday" this makes me believe these are my death dates.
I've been looking at this forum since i was around 12 and i only registered today because i feel things are taking a turn for the worst.
My parents have taken me to lots of different people but they never help me.
I'm scared and paranoid about these thoughts and i normally counter them by saying something like "55 Years" but i'm generally starting to think these thoughts are real because i can't find anybody else who has similar things to this.
I havent been in school probably for a while now this is ruining my life please respond
I was prescribed Sertraline for around 2 years but i recently got it stopped because they thought i was okay again but i really hope somebody else has a similar thing to this I can't focus my family try to help but they don't understand because they don't see it the same way i do.
Another thing is they say i have OCD but i'm not obsessed about neatness or anything maybe its something else? I caused my parents so much trouble and they where so upset about my situation i know i sound like i'm rambling but i'm really scared.
(PLEASE READ THIS) lately i've been getting thoughts out of the blue saying stuff like "6 Weeks" or "Tuesday" this makes me believe these are my death dates.
I've been looking at this forum since i was around 12 and i only registered today because i feel things are taking a turn for the worst.
My parents have taken me to lots of different people but they never help me.
I'm scared and paranoid about these thoughts and i normally counter them by saying something like "55 Years" but i'm generally starting to think these thoughts are real because i can't find anybody else who has similar things to this.
I havent been in school probably for a while now this is ruining my life please respond
I was prescribed Sertraline for around 2 years but i recently got it stopped because they thought i was okay again but i really hope somebody else has a similar thing to this I can't focus my family try to help but they don't understand because they don't see it the same way i do.
Another thing is they say i have OCD but i'm not obsessed about neatness or anything maybe its something else? I caused my parents so much trouble and they where so upset about my situation i know i sound like i'm rambling but i'm really scared.