Panicking
05-08-2016, 12:12 PM
Hi!
Ever since I was a little child - long before I developed anxiety disorders - I start shaking and become weak if I don't eat very regularly (every 2-3 hour). The same thing happens to my mom.
I never cared about that, though. I skipped meals here and there. I was almost always shaky, except right after eating, because I would wait many hours before eating. I was, and am, a picky eater and I didn't like eating.
Right now, since 4 months back, I am self-recovering from an (undiagnosed) eating disorder, I starved myself for months at a time for 1.5 years. I would try to eat normally for 1-3 months and then I would relapse again. I would eat once every 24th hour.
I recently bought a self-help book about how to overcome anxiety and panic attacks. And the book said that some people who experience anxiety can have something called hypoglycemia. I hadn't heard about that but when I told my mom about this, she knew what it was and said she thinks that is what she has.
I tried to follow some guidelines for about 4 days, such as removing sugar and eating every 2-3 hour. And my anxiety got so much better, I didn't have a single panic attack during those days and I could manage my anxiety much better. But it was so difficult to find something that I could eat; as I said I am a picky eater and most of my life I have chosen to eat white pasta, sugary cereals, etc. Since I'm recovering from an eating disorder I need to eat a lot of calories every day, and I started hating to eat again because I didn't like the food. So I went back to the food I was able to eat: white pasta, white bread, pancakes, products with added sugar, etc. It became easier to eat again - but my anxiety got so much worse and I started having frequent panic attacks from nowhere again.
So it's a dilemma.
I need to eat, since I have to overcome my eating disorder. But if I eat things that contain sugar, my anxiety gets really bad and I have panic attacks. I am sensitive to flavors and textures when it comes to food, and I don't like many types of foods at all and the only things I am able to eat contain white flour or sugar.
I don't know if I have hypoglycemia or anything similar (I am thinking of going to the doctor to check though), or if my anxiety got better because of the placebo effect when I removed sugar and ate more regularly.
Could my anxiety be caused by hypoglycemia or something like that? My panic attacks can show up anytime, nothing has to trigger them but I always get so shaky before I have a panic attack. For example if I am sitting at the computer, I feel more and more shaky for about 15 minutes, then I suddenly feel extremely anxious for no apparent reason and I get physical symptoms such as a faster heart beat - and then I have a panic attack.
Do you have any advice? :)
Ever since I was a little child - long before I developed anxiety disorders - I start shaking and become weak if I don't eat very regularly (every 2-3 hour). The same thing happens to my mom.
I never cared about that, though. I skipped meals here and there. I was almost always shaky, except right after eating, because I would wait many hours before eating. I was, and am, a picky eater and I didn't like eating.
Right now, since 4 months back, I am self-recovering from an (undiagnosed) eating disorder, I starved myself for months at a time for 1.5 years. I would try to eat normally for 1-3 months and then I would relapse again. I would eat once every 24th hour.
I recently bought a self-help book about how to overcome anxiety and panic attacks. And the book said that some people who experience anxiety can have something called hypoglycemia. I hadn't heard about that but when I told my mom about this, she knew what it was and said she thinks that is what she has.
I tried to follow some guidelines for about 4 days, such as removing sugar and eating every 2-3 hour. And my anxiety got so much better, I didn't have a single panic attack during those days and I could manage my anxiety much better. But it was so difficult to find something that I could eat; as I said I am a picky eater and most of my life I have chosen to eat white pasta, sugary cereals, etc. Since I'm recovering from an eating disorder I need to eat a lot of calories every day, and I started hating to eat again because I didn't like the food. So I went back to the food I was able to eat: white pasta, white bread, pancakes, products with added sugar, etc. It became easier to eat again - but my anxiety got so much worse and I started having frequent panic attacks from nowhere again.
So it's a dilemma.
I need to eat, since I have to overcome my eating disorder. But if I eat things that contain sugar, my anxiety gets really bad and I have panic attacks. I am sensitive to flavors and textures when it comes to food, and I don't like many types of foods at all and the only things I am able to eat contain white flour or sugar.
I don't know if I have hypoglycemia or anything similar (I am thinking of going to the doctor to check though), or if my anxiety got better because of the placebo effect when I removed sugar and ate more regularly.
Could my anxiety be caused by hypoglycemia or something like that? My panic attacks can show up anytime, nothing has to trigger them but I always get so shaky before I have a panic attack. For example if I am sitting at the computer, I feel more and more shaky for about 15 minutes, then I suddenly feel extremely anxious for no apparent reason and I get physical symptoms such as a faster heart beat - and then I have a panic attack.
Do you have any advice? :)