ericgio87
09-29-2008, 01:44 AM
For some background, I was told I had anxiety problems from smoking pot extensively for 3 years. I've since stopped for half a year now. Here's what still happens:
I think everyone makes fun of me. When I'm not around. I read somebodys wall post on facebook, and I'll be like, they're making fun of me! In reality I'm sure they're not even talking about me. But i pick up on words and think...they're talking about me.
but i don't think im anything that they say. (ie: a sentence read "i felt sorry for him jerking off in his room and noobing at halo (XBOX LIVE)" - that was an inside joke on a DIFFERENT kid. My mind thinks, they were really talking about ME the whole time. When they said it was about so and so it was just a cover to really target me.
I hate it. Normally when I go to sleep and wake up in the morning it won't bother me anymore. Until then I occasionally have to get approval from people that they're not talking about me to be satisfied.
Does this sound like that at all?
it makes me nervous around ALL people, because i think that my friends think all these things about me, poor things.
I think everyone makes fun of me. When I'm not around. I read somebodys wall post on facebook, and I'll be like, they're making fun of me! In reality I'm sure they're not even talking about me. But i pick up on words and think...they're talking about me.
but i don't think im anything that they say. (ie: a sentence read "i felt sorry for him jerking off in his room and noobing at halo (XBOX LIVE)" - that was an inside joke on a DIFFERENT kid. My mind thinks, they were really talking about ME the whole time. When they said it was about so and so it was just a cover to really target me.
I hate it. Normally when I go to sleep and wake up in the morning it won't bother me anymore. Until then I occasionally have to get approval from people that they're not talking about me to be satisfied.
Does this sound like that at all?
it makes me nervous around ALL people, because i think that my friends think all these things about me, poor things.