1Bluerose68
11-21-2015, 09:45 PM
It has prevented me from living a very Normal and Free life here in the USA.
The door is always open and yet i hesitate whenever i go outside my house.
I sweat when i must go shopping even for a simple pack of mint gum.
I panik daily getting up for work and know every day is a different work day for me.
I have a challenging life in that I am also a sub teacher and this adds to the level of The Unknown, usually on a daily basis.
Its bad enough having to walk on eggshells at work due to an unstable pressure directed at us subs from the constantly changing directors in HR, which has quite a high turnover rate too.
Its even harder not knowing too many co-workers as their turnover rate for regular school administrators is quite high as well.
The 1's that do stay for more than 1 decade seem to be going through, "The Change" quite prematurely and seem to be, "turn types" esp in administration, a bunch too.
The list goes on as far as my experience with agoraphobia is concerned. But its just NOT a fun problem to have.
I take meds nightly just to sleep so that I may awaken the next day w/o having suffered nightmares or insomnia the night before.
I am not the type of agoraphobic that Hollywood puts out there on tv as being so big and useless that all we can do is watch our asses spread and eat at home and do nothing more.
Furthermore in a country as advanced in medicine as the USA, those people should not be at home suffering like that.
There should be social workers working round the clock for us people who suffer agoraphobia, esp the Homebound 1's out there.
Also many of the agoraphobics that Hollywood shows on TV need specialists working with them on Healthy Eating and placing some sort of exercise equipment in their homes to aid in their health recovery.
No, no one seems to care though???
I know my life would be so much more Exciting and Fun if I did NOT suffer from Agoraphobia.
I cant even drive to a theme park during the Summer all by my lonesome.
GPS just makes me feel like vomiting and is a total distraction to many drivers on the road, I feel personally.
I think this may be why we are hearing of SOOOOOOOOOOOOOO many new car accidents in places like common ped crosswalks.
These drivers are driving "By Brail" totally Listening and going forward like Sheep.They are not seeing what is Really ahead of them on the road out there because they are so directed in reaching Point B.
These poor, innocent sheep are messing up because technology has major control over all our new cars out there on the road. The newest of cars with GPS, are like ticking time bombs on wheels. They are now driven by audio directed sheep for pilots...Go Figure-ine
This article is dedicated to ,The New Yorker Magazine.,1Bluerose68(Nov,2015).
The door is always open and yet i hesitate whenever i go outside my house.
I sweat when i must go shopping even for a simple pack of mint gum.
I panik daily getting up for work and know every day is a different work day for me.
I have a challenging life in that I am also a sub teacher and this adds to the level of The Unknown, usually on a daily basis.
Its bad enough having to walk on eggshells at work due to an unstable pressure directed at us subs from the constantly changing directors in HR, which has quite a high turnover rate too.
Its even harder not knowing too many co-workers as their turnover rate for regular school administrators is quite high as well.
The 1's that do stay for more than 1 decade seem to be going through, "The Change" quite prematurely and seem to be, "turn types" esp in administration, a bunch too.
The list goes on as far as my experience with agoraphobia is concerned. But its just NOT a fun problem to have.
I take meds nightly just to sleep so that I may awaken the next day w/o having suffered nightmares or insomnia the night before.
I am not the type of agoraphobic that Hollywood puts out there on tv as being so big and useless that all we can do is watch our asses spread and eat at home and do nothing more.
Furthermore in a country as advanced in medicine as the USA, those people should not be at home suffering like that.
There should be social workers working round the clock for us people who suffer agoraphobia, esp the Homebound 1's out there.
Also many of the agoraphobics that Hollywood shows on TV need specialists working with them on Healthy Eating and placing some sort of exercise equipment in their homes to aid in their health recovery.
No, no one seems to care though???
I know my life would be so much more Exciting and Fun if I did NOT suffer from Agoraphobia.
I cant even drive to a theme park during the Summer all by my lonesome.
GPS just makes me feel like vomiting and is a total distraction to many drivers on the road, I feel personally.
I think this may be why we are hearing of SOOOOOOOOOOOOOO many new car accidents in places like common ped crosswalks.
These drivers are driving "By Brail" totally Listening and going forward like Sheep.They are not seeing what is Really ahead of them on the road out there because they are so directed in reaching Point B.
These poor, innocent sheep are messing up because technology has major control over all our new cars out there on the road. The newest of cars with GPS, are like ticking time bombs on wheels. They are now driven by audio directed sheep for pilots...Go Figure-ine
This article is dedicated to ,The New Yorker Magazine.,1Bluerose68(Nov,2015).