Just a random guy
09-18-2015, 02:30 PM
Hey guys,
I'm just sittin here and I was staring at the screen for 6 hours. I just thought about my life and everytime I do that I get sad; very sad. I think about why I'm living and why I should keep living. Everything seems to hate me. The ones that don't hat me don't understand me. I'm the worst student ever and I'm proud of it. I don't want to be but I am that is the strange thing. Everyone wants to change me but I don't wanna. I know when I grow up I won't have anything and still I can't get my self to work. Why? I tried for 5 years and so many pschologists tried helping me but I just keep betrayin myself... and everyone is like u have to do something about it but I don't no what. My grandmother is here for two weeks and she hates me. She keeps manipulating everyone and extorts me. That makes it even worse. I don't expect u guys will change anything but I just wanted 2 write this.
Just a random guy
I'm just sittin here and I was staring at the screen for 6 hours. I just thought about my life and everytime I do that I get sad; very sad. I think about why I'm living and why I should keep living. Everything seems to hate me. The ones that don't hat me don't understand me. I'm the worst student ever and I'm proud of it. I don't want to be but I am that is the strange thing. Everyone wants to change me but I don't wanna. I know when I grow up I won't have anything and still I can't get my self to work. Why? I tried for 5 years and so many pschologists tried helping me but I just keep betrayin myself... and everyone is like u have to do something about it but I don't no what. My grandmother is here for two weeks and she hates me. She keeps manipulating everyone and extorts me. That makes it even worse. I don't expect u guys will change anything but I just wanted 2 write this.
Just a random guy