lifelessner
07-01-2015, 05:13 PM
I have a serious problem that is related to anxiety/panic attacks.
It's been 2 months since it started, I started talking with a girl in my class for about a month before this , we used to talk a lot, 24/24 7/7 we shared many thoughts/ideas and I always considered her as a friend until one night where we were at a party and I was with her I started to sweat , my heartbeats increased I felt dizziness and I ended throwing up in front of everybody, after that I took it as a normal thing like it's not going to happen again , after a week with no unpleasant feelings, everytime i tried to have a meal I stop at the middle of it and it's like a lightning hits my body and I can't control my thoughts I start to think what if I have feelings for her and I get rejected by her by the time these feelings evolve I found myself sweating and I feel nausea and can't finish my meal and eventually I feel something in my stomach inflates and after 10 mn I throw up, it got to the point where one time I throw up a little banana that I ate for breakfast, and here my nightmare started , everytime she texts me or I see her or someone that looks like her I start to panic and fear covers my body and if i have something in my stomach that's it I throw up , just the thought of her face or her voice makes me anxious and want to throw up.
When I started to analyse these feelings I thought of my bad relationship experience 3 years ago where I got rejected by a girl in my class that I loved very much,she thought of me as a friend and I didn't share this feeling it caused me pain for over 2 years but I didn't used to panic or puke by that time,it was just sadness
Recently I have met her after 3 years not seeing her but before meeting her I was anxious and thought that I'm gonna end having the same problems like the other girl but actually it ended up well we met and we laughed and I didn't felt something bad. So now I start doubting the cause of this anxiety and puking
Recently I visited a gastrologue and did some analysis and I found that my results were normal.
this problem literally changed my life, I lost a lot of weight due to vomiting and I m an engeneering student so there is a lot of pressure from the studies and I don't know if I can continue in this state
I hope that there is some physical explanation to this problem because puking everytime you here a text ring or see someone in the street thinking it's her is like hell
It's been 2 months since it started, I started talking with a girl in my class for about a month before this , we used to talk a lot, 24/24 7/7 we shared many thoughts/ideas and I always considered her as a friend until one night where we were at a party and I was with her I started to sweat , my heartbeats increased I felt dizziness and I ended throwing up in front of everybody, after that I took it as a normal thing like it's not going to happen again , after a week with no unpleasant feelings, everytime i tried to have a meal I stop at the middle of it and it's like a lightning hits my body and I can't control my thoughts I start to think what if I have feelings for her and I get rejected by her by the time these feelings evolve I found myself sweating and I feel nausea and can't finish my meal and eventually I feel something in my stomach inflates and after 10 mn I throw up, it got to the point where one time I throw up a little banana that I ate for breakfast, and here my nightmare started , everytime she texts me or I see her or someone that looks like her I start to panic and fear covers my body and if i have something in my stomach that's it I throw up , just the thought of her face or her voice makes me anxious and want to throw up.
When I started to analyse these feelings I thought of my bad relationship experience 3 years ago where I got rejected by a girl in my class that I loved very much,she thought of me as a friend and I didn't share this feeling it caused me pain for over 2 years but I didn't used to panic or puke by that time,it was just sadness
Recently I have met her after 3 years not seeing her but before meeting her I was anxious and thought that I'm gonna end having the same problems like the other girl but actually it ended up well we met and we laughed and I didn't felt something bad. So now I start doubting the cause of this anxiety and puking
Recently I visited a gastrologue and did some analysis and I found that my results were normal.
this problem literally changed my life, I lost a lot of weight due to vomiting and I m an engeneering student so there is a lot of pressure from the studies and I don't know if I can continue in this state
I hope that there is some physical explanation to this problem because puking everytime you here a text ring or see someone in the street thinking it's her is like hell