StigthePig101
06-08-2015, 04:00 AM
Hello.
I have decided to join this forum as it has come to a point where I am truly struggling.
I was diagnosed with general anxiety and low moods this January, although my family and boyfriend think I have been suffering for it for years.
I have no one I can talk to about what I feel and I feel very isolated. My boyfriend I try and talk to but he just does not understand...
Regarding my anxiety, this usually kicks in at night for no obvious reason, I will get the anxious feeling, constantly shake and just generally feel shook up.
I get a very tight chest, either a strong beating heart or palpitations, I cannot keep still, I feel sick and sometimes I have an overwhelming urge to just scratch myself all over, particularly my eyes.
I get very stressed over the smallest things and get irritated. I get very stressed in situations where I feel I have a lot to do or someone is pressuring me (even though they are such small tasks). I cannot go into new places, for example, shops. I cannot talk to strangers and I dread meeting new people. I constantly feel like everyone is talking about me and laughing about me. I worry so much I make myself ill, even though there is not anything to really worry about.
With my low moods once again these come on very suddenly, I all of a sudden feel very down and usually start crying for no reason. I have at times become hysterical.
I constantly feel like I am going crazy and would prefer not to be alive.
I am on peroxetine 30mg and have been for five months but feel I am simply getting worse again. I am starting CBT on the 15th June and I am so worried and I am already thinking of dropping out...
I have decided to join this forum as it has come to a point where I am truly struggling.
I was diagnosed with general anxiety and low moods this January, although my family and boyfriend think I have been suffering for it for years.
I have no one I can talk to about what I feel and I feel very isolated. My boyfriend I try and talk to but he just does not understand...
Regarding my anxiety, this usually kicks in at night for no obvious reason, I will get the anxious feeling, constantly shake and just generally feel shook up.
I get a very tight chest, either a strong beating heart or palpitations, I cannot keep still, I feel sick and sometimes I have an overwhelming urge to just scratch myself all over, particularly my eyes.
I get very stressed over the smallest things and get irritated. I get very stressed in situations where I feel I have a lot to do or someone is pressuring me (even though they are such small tasks). I cannot go into new places, for example, shops. I cannot talk to strangers and I dread meeting new people. I constantly feel like everyone is talking about me and laughing about me. I worry so much I make myself ill, even though there is not anything to really worry about.
With my low moods once again these come on very suddenly, I all of a sudden feel very down and usually start crying for no reason. I have at times become hysterical.
I constantly feel like I am going crazy and would prefer not to be alive.
I am on peroxetine 30mg and have been for five months but feel I am simply getting worse again. I am starting CBT on the 15th June and I am so worried and I am already thinking of dropping out...