Jeremy Orr
04-13-2015, 12:14 AM
I'm so tired but I don't sleep well. I am constantly bombarded by anxiety thoughts. The doctor has me on Vistaril but it only helps so much and whenever I don't have one I am fighting the constant fear over the horizon. I have had stomach issues for almost a year now. It's gotten so bad that I'm sick to my stomach a few times through out the day. I've gone to eating bland food. quit smoking. quit drinking. I feel dizzy, my eyes dart randomly and sometimes I can't focus. Chest feels tight all the time. my teeth and jaw hurt. I constantly fear my heart is going to stop and the heart palpitations are frequent. I don't know what to do anymore. The doctor always writes me off as just a bad case of Irritable Bowel Syndrome even though all he does is feel my stomach for a little bit and smile like, "Nothing to worry about" but I can't stop worrying. I don't know what doctor to see anymore. They never fixed me. I just randomly found this site like 15 minutes ago and have no idea why i'm writing all of this out. I'm just freaking out over here. I don't want to be stuck taking pills..