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08-14-2008, 12:22 AM
I have been taking IVF treatment for 3 years with no luck. This thing changed my life completely. I went into depression during this time. I lost my friends , I went away from my relatives, my husband is tired of me and my inlaws always feel its my fault that i cant keep my husband happy.
I was always anxious about the treatment and the outcome of it. My anxiety is impacting the results of my treatment - the doctor says.
Now I stopped the treatment as i believe that it made me vulnerable to all kind of negative vibes and now I don't feel any positivity in myself.
I tried to take help of God and tried my level best to concentrate while I pray to God but I feel restless even at the time of praying. This thing started mounting up a year back. I can't sit still without thinking. I am having vivid dreams which has no connection to reality. I have got too much touchy and cry on small things.
I didn't write my age or anything here because I am anxious to disclose it in public.
I was always anxious about the treatment and the outcome of it. My anxiety is impacting the results of my treatment - the doctor says.
Now I stopped the treatment as i believe that it made me vulnerable to all kind of negative vibes and now I don't feel any positivity in myself.
I tried to take help of God and tried my level best to concentrate while I pray to God but I feel restless even at the time of praying. This thing started mounting up a year back. I can't sit still without thinking. I am having vivid dreams which has no connection to reality. I have got too much touchy and cry on small things.
I didn't write my age or anything here because I am anxious to disclose it in public.