glimmer2525
02-17-2015, 07:32 PM
Ok, so first of all thank you in advance to anyone who reads this and takes the time to hear me out. This will be somewhat different from my usual posts, but there is a certain situation that has me a little creeped out and it is starting to contribute to the anxiety that I've already been dealing with.
So here's what is going on... Bare with me, this is going to come off as a little creepy. For the past little while (I would say around a month or 2) I've been seeing my birth date randomly everywhere (just the month and day). Literally I will look at the clock at a random moment and the numbers will be my birth date.. Recently my BF checked into his work hotel and asked me to call him, so I asked for his room number and guess what it was? my birth date. I was watching one of my favorite television shows tonight and one of the main characters is a cop - the cop car he was driving had my birth date on it. These are just a few examples :/
Tonight there were two instances of this within the same half hour, so out of frustration (even though I knew I shouldn't have) I googled it. Turns out, this has happened to lots of people. First I read where someone said that this means a period of rebirth, so that means now would be a good time to try something new and creative and there may be great success associated with it. Another person said that it is not good at all, that it possibly meant death. Needless to even say it, I had a panic attack.
Now I'm starting to feel crazy and paranoid, like a textbook psych patient or something. Naturally, I just want this all to be a big coincidence.
Has anyone out there ever experienced something like this? What are your thoughts on it? Not only do I suffer from generalized anxiety and panic disorder, I have an extremely hard time dealing with thoughts of death, so naturally I'm freaking out a bit right now :(. Feeling like I'm crazy doesn't help matters either.
Thoughts?
So here's what is going on... Bare with me, this is going to come off as a little creepy. For the past little while (I would say around a month or 2) I've been seeing my birth date randomly everywhere (just the month and day). Literally I will look at the clock at a random moment and the numbers will be my birth date.. Recently my BF checked into his work hotel and asked me to call him, so I asked for his room number and guess what it was? my birth date. I was watching one of my favorite television shows tonight and one of the main characters is a cop - the cop car he was driving had my birth date on it. These are just a few examples :/
Tonight there were two instances of this within the same half hour, so out of frustration (even though I knew I shouldn't have) I googled it. Turns out, this has happened to lots of people. First I read where someone said that this means a period of rebirth, so that means now would be a good time to try something new and creative and there may be great success associated with it. Another person said that it is not good at all, that it possibly meant death. Needless to even say it, I had a panic attack.
Now I'm starting to feel crazy and paranoid, like a textbook psych patient or something. Naturally, I just want this all to be a big coincidence.
Has anyone out there ever experienced something like this? What are your thoughts on it? Not only do I suffer from generalized anxiety and panic disorder, I have an extremely hard time dealing with thoughts of death, so naturally I'm freaking out a bit right now :(. Feeling like I'm crazy doesn't help matters either.
Thoughts?