Cody Storch
02-02-2015, 12:21 PM
I've been suffering from very bad anxiety for about two years now. Sometime last year I started feeling this very dull pain all over my body every morning that would wear off. It is almost every morning, but some mornings are much worse.
Some of the symptoms I have in the morning:
-Pain resonating from my brain or heart (I can't tell) to the rest of my body. Very achy I guess, and I feel like I have to shake back and forth to make it go away... I can't really describe the pain other than it make me shake in my bed and doesn't go away for about two hours after I wake up, and it seems to originate from my brain.
-Nausea and dry heaving. Not sure if it's from my stomach or my lungs...
-Dizziness
Today, I could barely walk, and now my skin feels very sensitive almost like I have the flu. I was in so much agony that I was moaning in bed shaking, happened immediately upon waking up. I've been pretty suicidal lately, not wanting to die, but wanting relief from the Hell I'm in. I've planned some ways I could do it and it scares me.
I'm posting this for two reasons.
1- Is this really anxiety, and has anyone else felt this? It's unbelievably painful and hard to deal with.
2- Will medication help me here? I'm so terrified to take medication, but I have run out of options here. Can anyone give me some positive reinforcement about medication?
I have gone to doctors, had blood tests, no avail. The only things I haven't checked are my brain, heart and lungs. Not sure what it could be but I'm hoping someone here has some advice :(
Some of the symptoms I have in the morning:
-Pain resonating from my brain or heart (I can't tell) to the rest of my body. Very achy I guess, and I feel like I have to shake back and forth to make it go away... I can't really describe the pain other than it make me shake in my bed and doesn't go away for about two hours after I wake up, and it seems to originate from my brain.
-Nausea and dry heaving. Not sure if it's from my stomach or my lungs...
-Dizziness
Today, I could barely walk, and now my skin feels very sensitive almost like I have the flu. I was in so much agony that I was moaning in bed shaking, happened immediately upon waking up. I've been pretty suicidal lately, not wanting to die, but wanting relief from the Hell I'm in. I've planned some ways I could do it and it scares me.
I'm posting this for two reasons.
1- Is this really anxiety, and has anyone else felt this? It's unbelievably painful and hard to deal with.
2- Will medication help me here? I'm so terrified to take medication, but I have run out of options here. Can anyone give me some positive reinforcement about medication?
I have gone to doctors, had blood tests, no avail. The only things I haven't checked are my brain, heart and lungs. Not sure what it could be but I'm hoping someone here has some advice :(