Been working more and avoiding responsibility less.

[1Bluerose68]

I work on call. This month has been my most tiring and most productive work month so far. I feel tired but I am so glad that I had made it my goal to get up every morning and make myself accept day jobs and go to work. I still feel anxious, but when bill time of the month comes round I feel more relieved, having a lil extra to save for my annual house bills.I think the anxiety of going outside my home for work , is worth it, for me.

[Ponder]

That's great Blue, so hopefully the joy of paying bills will actually allow good old anxiety to seem more like a means to an end. Perhaps even a walk in the park - as simple as crossing the road on the way to work.

Again - really happy you enjoy paying the bills - Great outlook!

Personally - I'm more into Living Free. Unfortunately that tends to give others anxiety.

May your bills shrink - so that life is less of a chore ... and living is free.

I'm soon to start working - 3:30am start - Payment = Zero Dollars!!! Reward = I'll keep you posted! ;)