Brit95
01-18-2015, 04:47 AM
Hello! Im Brit, I haven't been on here in forever. I felt like I needed to come back and post because I found so much comfort on here before.... I left this board about two years ago(?) Because I got caught up in life, was super busy. Also had anxiety under control. It was awesome. Dropped out of college, landed me a pretty sweet job and a pretty sweet boyfriend. Life was great. Until kinda recently. I just moved back to my home town and everything just.... happened. I quit my job to go back to school this spring. Which backfired and has left me so anxious! I guess boredom makes me anxious. And a few weeks ago a family member of mine was murdered. He was so young. It was terrible. So I'm like in this sort of selfish state where Im constantly fearing my own death. So I find myself depressed/anxious/terrified. I think it's slowly getting better. I just hope these feelings are somewhat normal. :(
I really thought my anxiety had died out. It's just crazy.
I really thought my anxiety had died out. It's just crazy.