StormCrow
01-04-2015, 09:23 PM
Hello everyone
I need help. I have suffered from anxiety before.. It comes and goes. It started this winter by a strange feeling in my left hand, mostly my thumb. A feel I can't describe. Almost like a restless hand, it makes me unable to concentrate, I can't draw, write, read... I can't meditate. I have tried to manipulate my mind into accepting the feelings and distress as nothing. I can't do anything. Doing a final exam in my school course ignited it. I went to go do my final exam and i had to walk out i was so anxious. Because of this i went back on celexa... It has now been about three weeks since my first dose. But things seem to be getting worse. I feel a strange throbbing pulse in my body, my heart beat, internal tremors. I awake in the middle of the night with my body having internal shakes, like an earthquake that does not exist.... Even in my vision i can sometimes see tremors. I have been to doctors many times, there is never anything physically wrong with me. I need some support, maybe people who have felt the same sensations I have, who have conquered it. Please I'm pretty desperate.
I need help. I have suffered from anxiety before.. It comes and goes. It started this winter by a strange feeling in my left hand, mostly my thumb. A feel I can't describe. Almost like a restless hand, it makes me unable to concentrate, I can't draw, write, read... I can't meditate. I have tried to manipulate my mind into accepting the feelings and distress as nothing. I can't do anything. Doing a final exam in my school course ignited it. I went to go do my final exam and i had to walk out i was so anxious. Because of this i went back on celexa... It has now been about three weeks since my first dose. But things seem to be getting worse. I feel a strange throbbing pulse in my body, my heart beat, internal tremors. I awake in the middle of the night with my body having internal shakes, like an earthquake that does not exist.... Even in my vision i can sometimes see tremors. I have been to doctors many times, there is never anything physically wrong with me. I need some support, maybe people who have felt the same sensations I have, who have conquered it. Please I'm pretty desperate.