bethanycaitlin17
12-30-2014, 07:44 PM
the only 2 people that i have told about this both said i was just panicking and that i dont have anxiety or anthing but i just dont feel like im quite right...
i get sudden rushes of immense fear. on a scale of 1 to 10 its definitely 10. i feel like something is watching me all the time, like downstairs we have a christmas tree up and theres an angel on top of it, and it feels like her eyes move to follow me. its so weird. also, wherever i am, im constantly looking around and checking my surrounding because i get so freaked out that somethings going to be hiding in my wardrobe or that somethings going to be hiding under my bed and its going to jump out at me. im sorry for how young and immature this all sounds but im seriously freaking out and idk why. i also see faces in things, like it could be the creases in a shirt or in a puddle, i can always see a face, and sometimes iheard random noises like a moan or a quiet bang or stuff like that, but thats very rare. and also, rarely and i mean rarely, i get this feeling like somethings touching my arm or leg, not like a proper grab, just ike a very slight poke, but really i think thats just my body, as i get a lot of pains aches and twitches so thats probably just some medical stuff. either way, i still get extremely freaked to the point where for the past couple of years i havent been able to sleep properly as im always opening my eyes to check nothings there... silly i know, but now i only fall asleep when my body cannot take it anymore, so im usually awake until 2/3 am or further, which is causing quite a detriment to my grades... i really need some help on what it could be, or how i can deal with it. thanks :)
i get sudden rushes of immense fear. on a scale of 1 to 10 its definitely 10. i feel like something is watching me all the time, like downstairs we have a christmas tree up and theres an angel on top of it, and it feels like her eyes move to follow me. its so weird. also, wherever i am, im constantly looking around and checking my surrounding because i get so freaked out that somethings going to be hiding in my wardrobe or that somethings going to be hiding under my bed and its going to jump out at me. im sorry for how young and immature this all sounds but im seriously freaking out and idk why. i also see faces in things, like it could be the creases in a shirt or in a puddle, i can always see a face, and sometimes iheard random noises like a moan or a quiet bang or stuff like that, but thats very rare. and also, rarely and i mean rarely, i get this feeling like somethings touching my arm or leg, not like a proper grab, just ike a very slight poke, but really i think thats just my body, as i get a lot of pains aches and twitches so thats probably just some medical stuff. either way, i still get extremely freaked to the point where for the past couple of years i havent been able to sleep properly as im always opening my eyes to check nothings there... silly i know, but now i only fall asleep when my body cannot take it anymore, so im usually awake until 2/3 am or further, which is causing quite a detriment to my grades... i really need some help on what it could be, or how i can deal with it. thanks :)