MyMindHurts
12-27-2014, 07:10 AM
Okay I literally just signed up for this because I have no one who understands what is going on in my brain. Keep in mind I have no idea what I may or may not have.
Okay so heres why I feel helpless. I constantly worry about the future as in war, poverty, etc.
All the time I think of these types of things and worry myself into thinking I'm crazy. My mom constantly tells me why do I even think like this and makes me feel bad for worrying.
My mind is constantly consumed with what will be of Earth or the US in 20 years and such and to make matters worse I literally look up statistics and opinions on what is going to happen and panic myself. I know I may seem like a lazy loser who has nothing else to do, but I can't help it. I don't know how to stop thinking about it. Because believe me I want to be able to be like my other family members and be happy and excited about the future, but I can't. Its strange though every time I worry about stuff like this I look to my mom for reassurance and sometimes ask her 20 times if its going to be okay.
Even posting this makes me feel anxious and with that sorry if I offend anyone for whatever reasons!
Okay so heres why I feel helpless. I constantly worry about the future as in war, poverty, etc.
All the time I think of these types of things and worry myself into thinking I'm crazy. My mom constantly tells me why do I even think like this and makes me feel bad for worrying.
My mind is constantly consumed with what will be of Earth or the US in 20 years and such and to make matters worse I literally look up statistics and opinions on what is going to happen and panic myself. I know I may seem like a lazy loser who has nothing else to do, but I can't help it. I don't know how to stop thinking about it. Because believe me I want to be able to be like my other family members and be happy and excited about the future, but I can't. Its strange though every time I worry about stuff like this I look to my mom for reassurance and sometimes ask her 20 times if its going to be okay.
Even posting this makes me feel anxious and with that sorry if I offend anyone for whatever reasons!