new and confused

[lucylocket]

hello
am new to all this and tbh i find it easier to keep all my emotions to myself that way people dont judge me.
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i find it hard to explain what am feeling or whats happening i do know that i need help so i went to the doctor and he was hopeless. he turned around and said i was fine i hadnt died from this panic attacks so am fine those was hes words not mine. i left there feeling worse, i havent been out of my house for ever a week. my anxiety is through the roof last time this happened i was 12 years old and it took me a year and half to step out of my house am now 21 i know i can do it i did it last time but there is always something in your head saying you can do it am i right?


i guess i came on here just to have someone to talk to someone who understands

[gypsylee]

hello
am new to all this and tbh i find it easier to keep all my emotions to myself that way people dont judge me.
.
i find it hard to explain what am feeling or whats happening i do know that i need help so i went to the doctor and he was hopeless. he turned around and said i was fine i hadnt died from this panic attacks so am fine those was hes words not mine. i left there feeling worse, i havent been out of my house for ever a week. my anxiety is through the roof last time this happened i was 12 years old and it took me a year and half to step out of my house am now 21 i know i can do it i did it last time but there is always something in your head saying you can do it am i right?

i guess i came on here just to have someone to talk to someone who understands

Hi lucylocket,

Welcome to the forum :) there are lots of people here to talk to who understand.

I'm not a big fan of doctors. I've been made to feel worse by them many a time (regarding physical illnesses as well).

I hope you find some help here.

All the best,
Gypsy x

[lucylocket]

hello

am not a big fan of doctors at all but i knew i needed help and thought he was the best person to help but not to sure now.

and thank you

Lucylocket