1Bluerose68
12-02-2014, 10:27 PM
I have gained like 8 lbs over the last week and a half. This progressively consistent weight gain has been for the last 3 months. I had been exercising like a maniac every night after dinner. Then the gym started renovating and dust was too much for me. Also around the time of increased exercising I had stopped having my periods. I am feeling flustered now because I cant stop gaining weight since I stopped going to the gym, and doing a post dinner evening walk nightly instead. Now, since the rain has begun I haven't been doing any exercise at all. I feel really extra anxious after eating meals and ironically have been eating tons of junk food and skipping real meals. I noticed that since I ran out of water pills in the past week and a half my weight just slammed the scale flush right to the + 8Lbs side of things. I am extra anxious over this weight gain and all I can do is fast during work and eat light meals at dinner for as long as possible in order to drop weight PDQ.....This feeling of being Out of Control with my body and weight gain is not OK. First I had total control and now so quickly the opposite has happened to me. How will I ever get a grip on my weight ever again. Every time I step on the scale the numbers increase. This is just making me feel totally powerless, therefore making me work even harder to struggle with my weight. Laxatives worked really well for me in my 20's, I think until the gym routine is back in action I will regain Control over my weight gain and my body by using laxatives again. I never suffered anxiety in my 20's when I used laxatives and ate as much as I wanted. Then I will slowly work back into my gym routine and everything will be in Total Control all over again as it was 3 months ago. Yes, I think I have a plan to ,"Get a grip" on my body....