1Bluerose68
10-05-2014, 02:21 PM
I am happy going to my 1 hair dressor gal.
She is off on Sunday's.
My head of hair feels like a Big Lump.
Its grossing me out.
I'm sweating way too much just from small acts of aerobic activity.
When my hair feels top heavy the rest of me feels top heavy too.
I'm embarrassed to even go out when my hair feels so gross and overgrown.
In the mean time I am avoiding this heat wave,AAU......
I am doing research on the best way to NOT re-gain all the weight that I worked so hard to lose. (70 Lbs).
I re-gained 20 in the last 3 yrs and feel miserable.
It feels anxiety producing just knowing I must eat not to pass out.
Yet am afraid that everything I put on my lips goes directly to my hips.
Veggies, fruit, water, boring tasting stuff is OK,.
But then I get these out of control urges, after Not having eaten too many tasty things.
Then I go and eat food that has spice and salt,
and is gooey, and is sweet and decadent and yummy and obviously sinfully fattening too.
It's ALL black and white to me.
I either make the time, or i completely loaf it.
I hate feeling under pressure, so eventually I let it all out and then I start all over again at point A.
And this routine is very exhausting. I wish i didn't have to work sooooo hard, either.....
Anyone watching The Blue Angels Next Week... in SF, CA ?
They begin the Big Air Show at 3:30 today I think???(Sunday, Oct 5th,2014)!!!!!!!!!!!!
She is off on Sunday's.
My head of hair feels like a Big Lump.
Its grossing me out.
I'm sweating way too much just from small acts of aerobic activity.
When my hair feels top heavy the rest of me feels top heavy too.
I'm embarrassed to even go out when my hair feels so gross and overgrown.
In the mean time I am avoiding this heat wave,AAU......
I am doing research on the best way to NOT re-gain all the weight that I worked so hard to lose. (70 Lbs).
I re-gained 20 in the last 3 yrs and feel miserable.
It feels anxiety producing just knowing I must eat not to pass out.
Yet am afraid that everything I put on my lips goes directly to my hips.
Veggies, fruit, water, boring tasting stuff is OK,.
But then I get these out of control urges, after Not having eaten too many tasty things.
Then I go and eat food that has spice and salt,
and is gooey, and is sweet and decadent and yummy and obviously sinfully fattening too.
It's ALL black and white to me.
I either make the time, or i completely loaf it.
I hate feeling under pressure, so eventually I let it all out and then I start all over again at point A.
And this routine is very exhausting. I wish i didn't have to work sooooo hard, either.....
Anyone watching The Blue Angels Next Week... in SF, CA ?
They begin the Big Air Show at 3:30 today I think???(Sunday, Oct 5th,2014)!!!!!!!!!!!!