chanellebourgeois
05-25-2014, 05:09 PM
I think about things and go into daydream zone a lot to distract myself from anxiety. Ok, well, there's two twins, who are called "Les twins" (les-the in French) and they're names are larry and Laurent. And they are professional dancers. Well, first off, les twins are the reason why my name is actually Chanelle Wiggins, but I sometimes write it as Chanelle "Bourgeois", because I consider them brothers. They are my inspiration, motivation, and all that. I love them with every beat of my heart, every blink of my eye, every inhalation of oxygen I take. I love them so much, and I look up to them, and call them my brothers. Because of Les twins, I've continued to learn French. Because they're from Paris, and everything. They inspire to me to learn French, to dance, and to be social, and happy. Every time I get sad, I watch their videos on youtube, and they always make me laugh and smile. Every time I do something wrong I feel guilt, because I always say to myself "what do you think larry and Laurent would say"? I've never met them, but I don't want to now anyway, because of this anxiety mess. Once I had a dream that I met them one time, too. It was beautiful. Someday I will. I know it. Anyway, they also inspire me to continue to grind to smash this anxiety. I want to be myself when I meet them. Anxiety is an exaggeration, and it's not me. In every prayer, I mention them. Anyway, les twins are something that I think about when I go into my happy place in public. And I love it. So what's yours?