MyPerfectImperfections
04-14-2014, 05:39 PM
It seems that when I wake up in the morning all I think about is just simply making it through the day.*
On Tuesday I went to school like I always do, didn't feel any different. Had a lot of anxiety just thinking about going. During my second class I ended up having a panic attack, which is really nothing new. When I feel one starting or feel my anxiety is getting out of hand I get up, mumble to the teacher that I need to step out for a minute, then deal with it. However, this time I wasn't able to get up, it seems it all happened so fast. One of my classmates called for the teacher, at this point I don't even know what was happening, everything went black. Teachers were all around me saying "it's okay" and I wasn't able to talk but I was screaming inside "no it's not okay, I can't breathe, call an ambulance!" my thoughts were crazy, I really thought I was about to die on that floor. That was the most terrifying experience.*I believe it's the worst one that I've ever had during the day.*
Since that day I've been having them every single day.
Today I didnt have one, and my anxiety didn't seem that bad.*Going through this every day is definitely bringing my mood down, it was nice to have this little break, hopefully it continues.*
-Minnie
On Tuesday I went to school like I always do, didn't feel any different. Had a lot of anxiety just thinking about going. During my second class I ended up having a panic attack, which is really nothing new. When I feel one starting or feel my anxiety is getting out of hand I get up, mumble to the teacher that I need to step out for a minute, then deal with it. However, this time I wasn't able to get up, it seems it all happened so fast. One of my classmates called for the teacher, at this point I don't even know what was happening, everything went black. Teachers were all around me saying "it's okay" and I wasn't able to talk but I was screaming inside "no it's not okay, I can't breathe, call an ambulance!" my thoughts were crazy, I really thought I was about to die on that floor. That was the most terrifying experience.*I believe it's the worst one that I've ever had during the day.*
Since that day I've been having them every single day.
Today I didnt have one, and my anxiety didn't seem that bad.*Going through this every day is definitely bringing my mood down, it was nice to have this little break, hopefully it continues.*
-Minnie