Scdg17
04-11-2014, 10:41 AM
So nervous. So I've been at my moms house since Christmas. I started to get a lil too comfortable here. But now I'm set to leave on the 21st.
A year ago this trip would have no problem and exciting but after being stationary for so long, I'm terrified of all the traveling coming up.
I have to fly for a total of 7 hours in one day. Hang out with people I don't really know for a few days. Then be trapped in the car for 6 hours. Relax a few days. Fly again. Land at 11pm. And start my new job at 6am the next day that I need to take public transit to.
Most of my anxiety stems from claustrophobia. So all this travel time is my worst nightmare.
I don't wana freak out the ppl I'm traveling with and tell them about my anxiety. But if I don't tell them and I have an attack, I'll look crazy. :( I hate this feeling. So much pressure right now.
A year ago this trip would have no problem and exciting but after being stationary for so long, I'm terrified of all the traveling coming up.
I have to fly for a total of 7 hours in one day. Hang out with people I don't really know for a few days. Then be trapped in the car for 6 hours. Relax a few days. Fly again. Land at 11pm. And start my new job at 6am the next day that I need to take public transit to.
Most of my anxiety stems from claustrophobia. So all this travel time is my worst nightmare.
I don't wana freak out the ppl I'm traveling with and tell them about my anxiety. But if I don't tell them and I have an attack, I'll look crazy. :( I hate this feeling. So much pressure right now.