MidM3d
03-23-2014, 06:30 PM
The last time I had a panic attack was 16 days ago. It was my worst panic attack. Thankfully, I can prevent them now because I know that panic attacks will not kill you.
There are still some issues I have. I went to the gym for the first time in about 17-18 days. It just didn't feel normal. I did chest exercises on those machines (at the same intensity I would do before I had anxiety), I biked and I did ab exercises. The problem I have is that I did not feel any pain at all. Yes it was tiring and painful while I was doing those exercises, but I didn't have that sore sensation all over my body I used to have when I left the gym before my anxiety. I was actually pain-free and it's freaking me out. Also, while I was driving, it was nearing sunset and I had sunlight on my eyes. Before my anxiety, like any normal person would feel, it would've bothered me. It didn't do anything to me today. I then pinched myself on my arm the hardest I can the pain just went away 2 seconds later. It's freaking me out!
Does anybody else feel that way and is there a way to feel normal again?
Thanks!
There are still some issues I have. I went to the gym for the first time in about 17-18 days. It just didn't feel normal. I did chest exercises on those machines (at the same intensity I would do before I had anxiety), I biked and I did ab exercises. The problem I have is that I did not feel any pain at all. Yes it was tiring and painful while I was doing those exercises, but I didn't have that sore sensation all over my body I used to have when I left the gym before my anxiety. I was actually pain-free and it's freaking me out. Also, while I was driving, it was nearing sunset and I had sunlight on my eyes. Before my anxiety, like any normal person would feel, it would've bothered me. It didn't do anything to me today. I then pinched myself on my arm the hardest I can the pain just went away 2 seconds later. It's freaking me out!
Does anybody else feel that way and is there a way to feel normal again?
Thanks!