Fear of imagined things.

[Vsanthos]

It may sound a bit weird, but when people tell me to imagine my happy place, it makes me a bit antsy. I constantly feel unreal, and it scares the living hell out of me to imagine things, cause I fear I'll slip and lose my mind, I know logically it's completely irrational, but that doesn't stop the fears. I constantly feel like I'm on the edge of imagining things when I'm really stressed, like today. I know deep down that I'll be fine eventually, but it scares me and sometimes makes me think of bad outcomes... like ending it all.

The basic point of this post is just to ask: Does anyone else have this absolutely ridiculous fear?