New here and hopeful

[sickofsuffering]

Hi, My name is Tammy. Anxiety woke me from my sleep this morning and I'm tired of it always winning. I came here in hopes of finding ways to fight harder and not let it win anymore. I had a major breakdown about 7 years ago and have been suffering off and on ever since, fearing that I'll go back to that awful time.

My anxiety doesn't take away the happiness and love that I have for my husband and 4 boys (3 of which are still living at home). I feel so bad that they have to try to understand this when I can't always accurately describe it myself. I am on the edge of my mental cliff, and I hope to make new friends here that understand me and I hope to be able to help lift others that are going through it too.

[Cullingford]

Hi there Tammy, really good to meet you and welcome. You didn't say in your post if you take any medication or have seen a doctor to talk over your problems, if not then maybe you should think about it.
I would imagine everyone here would understand the standing on the edge of a cliff feeling, I have certainly been there myself. Keep posting and I am sure you will find lots of new friends here, you have one already.
Welcome to the forum and take care Cully.