tezbag
03-11-2014, 04:01 PM
Hello everyone let me start out by saying hi. I'm new to this but my therapist suggest joining a forum that revolves around anxiety and panic disorders.
Lets start!!! I've had anxiety since I was 8 due to being raped. Then over the years it got so much worse. I'm now 24. I have daily panic attacks shakiness, pent up energy like I should run or spaz out on the ground, sore shoulder, extremely tired, I don't eat much, racing thoughts, agitation, yawning every few minutes, constant thoughts I'm dying from CJD and cancer, an inside feeling of shakiness plus some hot flashes and sweating. Of recent I've block every search provider on the internet, as well as medical sites. Since I have a compulsion to try to prove to myself I'm fine. However its like my mind has a mind of its own to make me believe I am going to die from CJD and/or cancer.
As of the past 6 years I have been completely disabled. To do anything. My biggest fear is that I won't be able to care for my daughter if these thoughts continue. I came here to talk to other who have similar issues. Mostly maybe to help myself to see I'm not alone.
Oh and sorry about that I didn't know my other post went though It told me it didn't:s
Lets start!!! I've had anxiety since I was 8 due to being raped. Then over the years it got so much worse. I'm now 24. I have daily panic attacks shakiness, pent up energy like I should run or spaz out on the ground, sore shoulder, extremely tired, I don't eat much, racing thoughts, agitation, yawning every few minutes, constant thoughts I'm dying from CJD and cancer, an inside feeling of shakiness plus some hot flashes and sweating. Of recent I've block every search provider on the internet, as well as medical sites. Since I have a compulsion to try to prove to myself I'm fine. However its like my mind has a mind of its own to make me believe I am going to die from CJD and/or cancer.
As of the past 6 years I have been completely disabled. To do anything. My biggest fear is that I won't be able to care for my daughter if these thoughts continue. I came here to talk to other who have similar issues. Mostly maybe to help myself to see I'm not alone.
Oh and sorry about that I didn't know my other post went though It told me it didn't:s