I'm sick and tired of this anxiety

[tezbag]

Hello all. I found this forum while I was doing my typical hypochondriac searches. So I decided to join.
As for this things I suffer from Anxiety(24/7), hypochondria (from morning to dusk) and PTSD Since I was 8. Due to this sometimes I'm fine but most of the time I'm freaking out. always bouncing my leg always feeling shaky and weak, always tired, I am rarely eating, struggle to get out of bed every day, My mind has convinced me I am dying from CJD, tingly skin, and all around shakiness with shoulder pain. If it's not CJD its HIV or Cancer. I feel as if I'm living in hell. My doctor put me on wellbutrin buspar and Zoloft. So far none of them are working. I feel as if I can hardly deal with this anymore. Of recent XANAX due my daily panic attacks. I'm getting extremely annoyed with this and how only some people understand what I'm going though other tell me to get it out of my head. Even though I don't feel the anxiety... I still have symptoms and flairs of panic. I only hope I'm not dying from those illnesses and I'm not alone.

[needtogetwell]

Hello all. I found this forum while I was doing my typical hypochondriac searches. So I decided to join. As for this things I suffer from Anxiety(24/7), hypochondria (from morning to dusk) and PTSD Since I was 8. Due to this sometimes I'm fine but most of the time I'm freaking out. always bouncing my leg always feeling shaky and weak, always tired, I am rarely eating, struggle to get out of bed every day, My mind has convinced me I am dying from CJD, tingly skin, and all around shakiness with shoulder pain. If it's not CJD its HIV or Cancer. I feel as if I'm living in hell. My doctor put me on wellbutrin buspar and Zoloft. So far none of them are working. I feel as if I can hardly deal with this anymore. Of recent XANAX due my daily panic attacks. I'm getting extremely annoyed with this and how only some people understand what I'm going though other tell me to get it out of my head. Even though I don't feel the anxiety... I still have symptoms and flairs of panic. I only hope I'm not dying from those illnesses and I'm not alone.

Hi tez,

Welcome! You found a good place here! Many wonderful people, many different experiences! All here to help you where we can.

2 things are for sure.
1. You're not dying from any of those things unless you have been diagnosed by your doctor.

2. You are not alone. Many many of us have been where you are, some of us even go back for a visit once in a while.

Do a lot of reading in this forum, many posts will address similar issues that you have. Ask questions, be willing to accept suggestions, you never know when something will work for you.

I wish you luck on your quest for freedom from this.
Cheers!