mom23
03-09-2014, 07:57 PM
Its getting to be time for me to go to sleep...all i keep thinking about is..."will i sleep all night? or will I wake up with anxiety at 4am like i have for the past 2.5 months." Thinking this just makes the anxiety worse. So here i sit crying because I hate how I am right now, I have 3 kids and I can't enjoy them. I cant have fun......I am not the funny silly crazy mom i used to be. I hate this and just want to feel better. I am on Celexa and Wellbutrin. Celexa for forever and doc added Wellbutrin 6 weeks ago. I Do think i am getting better.....but right now I just hate life....I wouldnt do anything to harm myself. But I want to go to sleep and not wake up until i feel better.