Cmon IN you 60 lurkers!!! You are welcome to join us....

[Enduronman]

I can see about 8 or 9 members online at the moment with about 60 people browsing around in stealth..
You can join us very easily, simple sign up, and you're in,,...and you're very welcome too!!
Tell us your story in the Welcome section, and we'll do our best to help you through this..
We have ALL been where you now are, and it doesn't matter where that even is..we've been there in this battle..

PLEASE JUST SIGN UP!!... :)

The Anxiety Hunters Squad...

Enduronman...& Friends... LOL!!! :D

[bittersweetgirl]

Now they're making me anxious ;)

[jjh333]

you should be some sort of life coach or positivity speaker eman

[Enduronman]

LMAO!!!...
I wanna do that!!
I wanna be like that speaker in Yes Man with Jim Carrey.... BAAAAHAHA!!!

I still see 60 lurkerrrsssss being all stealthy in the background too!! Hi, we are the Anxiety Hunters Squad and yer not going to get any better hiding out there.....
Come on in and join us!...
Have a great day friends, trolls, lurkers, and sock puppet Masters...:)

Col. Enduronman.
The Anxiety Hunters Squad.
Anxiety Hunting Specialist. :D

[Enduronman]

I like your new business card!

Thank you Frankie!!
Isn't it toooooo coooolllll????!!!!
and oddly true....
We'll help you get through the landmines..... :)

Col. Enduron
AHS. :D

[needtogetwell]

I like your new business card!

You might be the AHS but I got dibs on the front seat of the van!!!!! Roflmao! :p

[Enduronman]

You might be the AHS but I got dibs on the front seat of the van!!!!! Roflmao! :p

That's great because I need to be in the back so I get the fluck out fast and abduct anxiety stricken pledges quickly!!!...and take their cheese puffs!! rotflMao!!!:rolleyes:



http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Vw3bPUOE47s

Col. Enduronman! :)

[needtogetwell]

That's great because I need to be in the back so I get the fluck out fast and abduct anxiety stricken pledges quickly!!!...and take their cheese puffs!! rotflMao!!!:rolleyes: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Vw3bPUOE47s Col. Enduronman! :)

ROFLMAO!!!!! Help! I'm gonna pee!

Panty hose on your head going to be a great look for you! BTW, who we got driving?

[Dahila]

hehe, I loved that:))
yup Eman is definitely back

[Enduronman]

At the moment I think we gotta have Frankie driving because she's the only one of us that is drug free!!!...So considering that she's still detoxing I'm sure, her driving skills will be exactly what we need and exactly like that video too!!! You're in the passenger seat, Dahlia is navigating with me, Jesse in the back and armed and dangerous!!

I'm still looking for more recruits for the back to get out and perform quick abductions and extractions...:)

Funny ass video!!

Hope you're at least smiling today!!! YAY!!!

Col. Enduronman.... :)
AHS.

[Enduronman]

hehe, I loved that:))
yup Eman is definitely back

Yes, yes I am!!! No back ache!!! just stoned.....YAY!!!!

E-Mannnnnnnnn... :)

[Dahila]

I would chose stoned over back pain:))) every time

[Enduronman]

YAY FOR STONED!!!

heh heee...

E-Man.. :)

[Enduronman]

There are still 60 lurkers out there hiding in the shadowy mist.....wondering if they should join????...hhhmmmmmm

It's really crazy and fun in here, IDK...maybe just continue to hide???????

Hide from the anxiety, tension, stress, fear, unanswered questions,..?????

CMON!!! YOU CAN DO THIS!!!

e-MaN,,.. yay :)

[Enduronman]

P....ing myself laughing. I drive like that detox or not. I'm always trying to get home quick! I'm also terrified of being a passenger in a vehicle so e-man called it correctly. He's put me right where I need to be lmao.

HE HE HE!!! I knew it!!! Yes, you're driving that van...our van!! Now we just gotta get em in here!!... :) LMAO!!!...

[Enduronman]

and slam into those carts just a little harder next time too!!! :D

[Enduronman]

HELLO Lurker friends!!!
Please join us, you're very welcome!!!

Have a great day too!!!

Enduronman... :)

[jessed03]

Do you ever wonder if we're celebrities to them?

I imagine many read this site quite regularly, so must see us post quite a lot.

I used to follow a forum once, never signed up to post, just read articles. I remember thinking the people that posted regularly were like the 'forum celebs' on there.

[jessed03]

I say that kinda jokingly of course, I haven't got a dreadful ego problem :p

[NixonRulz]

I say that kinda jokingly of course, I haven't got a dreadful ego problem :p

Speak for yourself. I have an ego problem

I couldn't make it as a rock start with music so I'll take it any way I can get it.

And I could use some groupies if anyone doesn't have much of a life

[needtogetwell]

Speak for yourself. I have an ego problem I couldn't make it as a rock start with music so I'll take it any way I can get it. And I could use some groupies if anyone doesn't have much of a life

Nixon, who are you kidding? You already have your groupies! You're our rock star!

:D

[Enduronman]

Nixon, who are you kidding? You already have your groupies! You're our rock star!

:D

We are all the celebs friends!!! Anyone out the in Lurker Land that sees how we can promote a positive attitude, approach, solid advice, and if they pay attention they'll notice that we all can lift people up from some extremely dreadful places in their lives and in their minds too....just by these typed forum words...
We can all lead them into a direction, that that otherwise do not know of already, or have....
Yes, they're reading this bruh's and sissy's!!!.....
Just gotta get them in because they still think that their issue is so "unique" and no one else feels and or has felt like they presently do..or they wouldn't be lurking an Anxiety Forum to begin with.....

The teams, including but not limited too just us here in this posted thread, are here to help....
The Anxiety Hunters (and solvers) Squad is strong...and ready.. :)

Enjoying this day (after getting very dizzy because I was just tired) so far.....

Enduronman... :)

[needtogetwell]

We are all the celebs friends!!! Anyone out the in Lurker Land that sees how we can promote a positive attitude, approach, solid advice, and if they pay attention they'll notice that we all can lift people up from some extremely dreadful places in their lives and in their minds too....just by these typed forum words... We can all lead them into a direction, that that otherwise do not know of already, or have.... Yes, they're reading this bruh's and sissy's!!!..... Just gotta get them in because they still think that their issue is so "unique" and no one else feels and or has felt like they presently do..or they wouldn't be lurking an Anxiety Forum to begin with..... The teams, including but not limited too just us here in this posted thread, are here to help.... The Anxiety Hunters (and solvers) Squad is strong...and ready.. :) Enjoying this day (after getting very dizzy because I was just tired) so far..... Enduronman... :)

The Generals words sunk in!!!! Yay! You need to do an infomercial for us! Ratings would be through the roof!

[Enduronman]

yes..dizziness is bad. i feel like im friggin drunk! drugged, sedated,
ive already called the pharmacy. they said dont takt anymoe until i talk to my doctor.
but this is just now tkaing my pain away!!!!....
i just took my last dose of the day and i feel like layin down again! ive alreday laid down once because of it....
shit!!! find somethiing that works safter 30 days and then yer suddenly drunk and cnat function!!!!

the ohter pain meds id taken in the apst didnt do this and they were narcotics!!!
i cant friggin believe this..when i went into the pahrmacy today to fill some more of this shit she asked how iwas. I said i am hihg...!!

grrr cant evne typ[e!!!!

eman.

[needtogetwell]

yes..dizziness is bad. i feel like im friggin drunk! drugged, sedated, ive already called the pharmacy. they said dont takt anymoe until i talk to my doctor. but this is just now tkaing my pain away!!!!.... i just took my last dose of the day and i feel like layin down again! ive alreday laid down once because of it.... shit!!! find somethiing that works safter 30 days and then yer suddenly drunk and cnat function!!!! the ohter pain meds id taken in the apst didnt do this and they were narcotics!!! i cant friggin believe this..when i went into the pahrmacy today to fill some more of this shit she asked how iwas. I said i am hihg...!! grrr cant evne typ[e!!!! eman.

Hang in there Eman, I can't type on a good day! Feel better. There's a good high and there is that fine line where the good ain't so good anymore .

Go have a lie down!

[Enduronman]

I did girls..
Shit I was falling over in this damn chair..
That medication is hard to understand.
The first couple of weeks I took it, it did nothing and I wondered why it's $400 for 90 capsules.
Then in the third week, it starts working..
Then this week, I take one and it's like I just drank an entire 12 pack of beer..staggering, falling over, running into walls, and drugged heavily but it was just my dose?
I have neeevvvveeerrrr had a pian medication that had to "build up" in the system first, before it slammed you..except this one.
I still feel nooooo pain, and I'm up now but was slurringggg my speech earlier..now its 2 hours later and I'm OK...

WTF?

Hopes for no slurrrriinnnggg!!!! LMAO!

Endurionman... BAHA!! :)

[anxietycat]

This thread is classic ... Frankie I'm a control freak too so we'd have to battle over who would be driving the crazy van. Although I get anxious with others in the car so I might just follow behind in a party bus with a disco ball.


I'll be a Nixon groupie!

[Enduronman]

This thread is classic ... Frankie I'm a control freak too so we'd have to battle over who would be driving the crazy van. Although I get anxious with others in the car so I might just follow behind in a party bus with a disco ball.


I'll be a Nixon groupie!

LMAO!!! OK!!

We are picking up some new members but I just started tracking the numbers...
Post a thread Newbies we'd love to meet you!!..

Enduronman.. :)

[NixonRulz]

This thread is classic ... Frankie I'm a control freak too so we'd have to battle over who would be driving the crazy van. Although I get anxious with others in the car so I might just follow behind in a party bus with a disco ball.


I'll be a Nixon groupie!

Well, I have finally found my groupie

Basing that you want to be a groupie on your avatar, I can see your eyes are covered

So it all makes sense why you want to be. LOL

[Dahila]

What the lurkers think , when they see the sock show?

[Enduronman]

Probably getting alot of WTF's?.....Hey they're all puppet people?... LMAO!!! and crazy fuggers too.... YAY! why not, somebody's gotta do it.... :)

[Scdg17]

As a lurker (although I'm not completely sure what that really means) but as an outsider here's what see on this forum, (and please, I'm not saying this to start any trouble. Just my humble observation.)
It does seem kind of clique-ish on here. That is kind of intimidating. Also, and I don't blame anyone for this, but I haven't gotten the help I expected on here. It seems more people are concerned about the drama between members (Kyle and applecherry) than responding to other posts asking for legitimate help, support or venting. This is just my opinion. I'm glad some people can get the help they're looking for on here. But I've kinda stopped bothering to post and instead just try to read other people's thread that might be about something I'm also going through.
SO....this might be why there are more "lurkers" and less participants.

[trinidiva]

As a lurker (although I'm not completely sure what that really means) but as an outsider here's what see on this forum, (and please, I'm not saying this to start any trouble. Just my humble observation.)
It does seem kind of clique-ish on here. That is kind of intimidating. Also, and I don't blame anyone for this, but I haven't gotten the help I expected on here. It seems more people are concerned about the drama between members (Kyle and applecherry) than responding to other posts asking for legitimate help, support or venting. This is just my opinion. I'm glad some people can get the help they're looking for on here. But I've kinda stopped bothering to post and instead just try to read other people's thread that might be about something I'm also going through.
SO....this might be why there are more "lurkers" and less participants.

Well, I can understand how a newcomer might feel it is clique like here...but once someone makes an introduction, I feel like they are immediately accepted into our crazy family. I can understand why you might feel that way though......I hope that the newcomers give this forum a chance though. I , for one, feel very thankful that I found this one.

[ab123]

As a lurker (although I'm not completely sure what that really means) but as an outsider here's what see on this forum, (and please, I'm not saying this to start any trouble. Just my humble observation.)
It does seem kind of clique-ish on here. That is kind of intimidating. Also, and I don't blame anyone for this, but I haven't gotten the help I expected on here. It seems more people are concerned about the drama between members (Kyle and applecherry) than responding to other posts asking for legitimate help, support or venting. This is just my opinion. I'm glad some people can get the help they're looking for on here. But I've kinda stopped bothering to post and instead just try to read other people's thread that might be about something I'm also going through.
SO....this might be why there are more "lurkers" and less participants.

That can happen. And posts can get overlooked. But there is a family of people here willing to help, Just say hey. Hello!! Me over here pay attention to me! And we will catch on. Please post how you are feeling. I will reply.

[jessed03]

As a lurker (although I'm not completely sure what that really means) but as an outsider here's what see on this forum, (and please, I'm not saying this to start any trouble. Just my humble observation.)
It does seem kind of clique-ish on here. That is kind of intimidating. Also, and I don't blame anyone for this, but I haven't gotten the help I expected on here. It seems more people are concerned about the drama between members (Kyle and applecherry) than responding to other posts asking for legitimate help, support or venting. This is just my opinion. I'm glad some people can get the help they're looking for on here. But I've kinda stopped bothering to post and instead just try to read other people's thread that might be about something I'm also going through.
SO....this might be why there are more "lurkers" and less participants.

That's a fair point.

To be honest, I never remember it even being cliquey until a month or two ago really. I think it just happened as a reaction to all the bullshit that had gone on from Applecherry and Kyle for instance. People invested a lot of time and emotion into some people, and it backfired. I think it's just a temporary reaction to that feeling of betrayal that people are now sticking to those that they can trust for conversation and support. It'll go back to normal when things calm down and people can trust again.

As for your posts, I've read all of them. I just went back and reread some. Very articulately written, but almost everytime - I wasn't sure what you were asking, or what you wanted from them. Many seemed like statements, rather than questions, and as I'd not always shared common ground with you, I let a lot of them pass. I did respond back to some of them with short statements, I guess that's all I felt I could offer.

That's just me. Hope you know you weren't ignored.

[Scdg17]

Jessed- on some of my posts I guess I just wanted some support, a kind word, or a simple "that's rough. Here's what I do when I feel ___." And some I had legitimate questions. I understand, not everyone can relate and alot of things get lost in the shuffle.
It seemed like this forum got way off topic a few times when so much time and energy was dedicated to the 'he said/she said.' And more posts went by unnoticed. I seemed to join right at the time things got clique-y. Tis a shame.
Thank you Ab123. This is my "hey! pay attention to me" post. Lol.
It's so great to see that many people can benefit from this forum. I hope to be one of them one day.

[jessed03]

Jessed- on some of my posts I guess I just wanted some support, a kind word, or a simple "that's rough. Here's what I do when I feel ___." And some I had legitimate questions. I understand, not everyone can relate and alot of things get lost in the shuffle.
It seemed like this forum got way off topic a few times when so much time and energy was dedicated to the 'he said/she said.' And more posts went by unnoticed. I seemed to join right at the time things got clique-y. Tis a shame.
Thank you Ab123. This is my "hey! pay attention to me" post. Lol.
It's so great to see that many people can benefit from this forum. I hope to be one of them one day.

I'll be truthful with you, people did quit on this place for a bit :p... Lots of the top posters lost their enthusiasm and couldn't be bothered to write anything substantial cos of what was happening. (It's still kinda going on in a way). The place had turned into such a joke over the last month, people just stuck around to argue at people who had disrupted things, instead of really get stuck into business.

But about you -- I'll know in future how to respond to your posts better. You're so well written, I feel I need to come up with something outstanding to write to you. I feel like I need to give you a revelation, as you already have so much insight, but I can't lol. But support, I can certainly do that, we all can. Consider yourself supported! :)

[jessed03]

How did your biopsy go btw, results wise?

[bittersweetgirl]

Jessed- on some of my posts I guess I just wanted some support, a kind word, or a simple "that's rough. Here's what I do when I feel ___." And some I had legitimate questions. I understand, not everyone can relate and alot of things get lost in the shuffle.
It seemed like this forum got way off topic a few times when so much time and energy was dedicated to the 'he said/she said.' And more posts went by unnoticed. I seemed to join right at the time things got clique-y. Tis a shame.
Thank you Ab123. This is my "hey! pay attention to me" post. Lol.
It's so great to see that many people can benefit from this forum. I hope to be one of them one day.

I'm new enough here to not notice any cliques, and I basically ignore the drama... but I like your points, and I'm going to go in search of unanswered posts whenever I can. Generally I hope someone with more expertise will respond if I can't relate, but a kind word is always easy enough, and especially meaningful to those with anxiety. I just kind of threw myself in here when I was in some state of personal drama, and answered whatever questions I could on other threads, and now I don't care if any of my posts go unanswered... I know there IS support here, and it can be a fast-moving forum at times, so I just roll with it :) I have to take breaks sometimes to deal with my anxiety in some other way, so I figure it's the same with others. I hope you'll keep posting!

[ab123]

I think we all should make a pact to post on our positive threads and have our fun there..and everyone make an effort to help one person for every time they need help. I dunno something we can all agree on. But I'm tired. So you may want to ignore me too.

[NixonRulz]

Ok , i feel the same so how should we go about fixing this. I am guessing cleaning up the general and moving a few of those posts to off chat .

That I believe is a great idea

Some of those threads would be better off in the recycle bin

[NeverToo...Fear]

Jessed- on some of my posts I guess I just wanted some support, a kind word, or a simple "that's rough. Here's what I do when I feel ___." And some I had legitimate questions. I understand, not everyone can relate and alot of things get lost in the shuffle.
It seemed like this forum got way off topic a few times when so much time and energy was dedicated to the 'he said/she said.' And more posts went by unnoticed. I seemed to join right at the time things got clique-y. Tis a shame.
Thank you Ab123. This is my "hey! pay attention to me" post. Lol.
It's so great to see that many people can benefit from this forum. I hope to be one of them one day.
Yeah, a lot of posts get unnoticed and missed, which is bad because people really need help and when they're zero replies, it hardly makes one want to post again... but you are supported Scdg17 :)


I think we all should make a pact to post on our positive threads and have our fun there..and everyone make an effort to help one person for every time they need help. I dunno something we can all agree on. But I'm tired. So you may want to ignore me too.
Agreed! Less drama & bickering, more fun, help & support! :)

[Scdg17]

Thank you guys! I love the concept of this forum and just want to see it be a safe, accepting, productive community. It looks like it's headed back on track I'm glad I could bring this to light and have it be so well received.

I totally agree with taking some of the unrelated stuff to chat. Jesse, thank you for complimenting me on my writing. It's really just me overcompensating for being so awkward and jittery in real life. But I'm glad it comes off intelligent on here. Lol.

My biopsy went ok. No cancer cells but the tumor surrounding my lymph node is acting strangely. My doctor thinks it's related to an undiagnosed version of septic arthritis I had in the same area when I was 5. So I'm going back in this week to get joint fluid aspirated and see if they can remove it.

Again, thank you. This was the push I needed to start opening up again on here. :)

[bittersweetgirl]

Thank you guys! I love the concept of this forum and just want to see it be a safe, accepting, productive community. It looks like it's headed back on track I'm glad I could bring this to light and have it be so well received.

I totally agree with taking some of the unrelated stuff to chat. Jesse, thank you for complimenting me on my writing. It's really just me overcompensating for being so awkward and jittery in real life. But I'm glad it comes off intelligent on here. Lol.

My biopsy went ok. No cancer cells but the tumor surrounding my lymph node is acting strangely. My doctor thinks it's related to an undiagnosed version of septic arthritis I had in the same area when I was 5. So I'm going back in this week to get joint fluid aspirated and see if they can remove it.

Again, thank you. This was the push I needed to start opening up again on here. :)

Great to have you back, and thank you too for the push to fix things up in here :).

Best wishes for the tumor issue, and very glad your biopsy went okay!