HRPOWER
03-03-2014, 01:56 PM
I have a lonely job. I work in the acting business.
Lately I have not been able to feel confident enough to do what I do best. No mental energy to try and audition. No belief in my own ability and a distinct lack of ability to actually do the job and feel creative. I just think, what is the point, there are too many competitors.
Too tired to work, too awake to sleep.
Numb and bored. I can hardly fill each day, I dred waking up to face another boring non achievement day.
I go from one day to the next feeling like I am not achieving anything. Sometimes I just get in my car and drive miles, to see friends to be with people. It helps.
Does mental energy and pizzazz return.. its been a month now.
Any tips?
Take each day and each task slow?
Do less tasks each day?
Give in and sleep if able?
Lately I have not been able to feel confident enough to do what I do best. No mental energy to try and audition. No belief in my own ability and a distinct lack of ability to actually do the job and feel creative. I just think, what is the point, there are too many competitors.
Too tired to work, too awake to sleep.
Numb and bored. I can hardly fill each day, I dred waking up to face another boring non achievement day.
I go from one day to the next feeling like I am not achieving anything. Sometimes I just get in my car and drive miles, to see friends to be with people. It helps.
Does mental energy and pizzazz return.. its been a month now.
Any tips?
Take each day and each task slow?
Do less tasks each day?
Give in and sleep if able?