sazco
03-02-2014, 01:13 PM
went to the er and got tricked into saying i was a harm to myself and to others, which was the only thing you can say to be admitted into a psych facility.
i want help with my anxiety nothing else. and i thought lying would be the best way. well was i wrong.
two things i learned while being there. in the state of florida they ONLY hold you for 72 hours despite the fact that after 72 hours if the doctor doesn't agree to let you go then you can still walk out nut thats something they will never tell you. its legal because i did it yesterday.
and the second you'll be baporized which means you'll be watched 72 hours prior to getting to a facility thats open or has a bed to offer you. youre not allowed to pee with the door closed or locked. food goes to you. and where i was at i ended up in the hallway instead of an er room due to the amount of people coming into the er.
a girl that watched me was baporized told me the facilities here were okay. but my anxiety being so high ive been on a downward spiral.
i smoke weed. i drink during the day. i smoke cigarettes. the medications dont help me and im thinking to myself what a way to start out 2014. why cant i just get a job and be in school and do normal shit? oh right because my anxiety is so high im ready to freak out. my rights were stripped but after coming out of the er i do feel better but not enough to drive to a place by myself. im that anxious for no reason.
im never gonna have a life feeling this way. and no one in my family believes me they think im lazy and worthless considering i haven't worked in three years almost 4 now.
i want help with my anxiety nothing else. and i thought lying would be the best way. well was i wrong.
two things i learned while being there. in the state of florida they ONLY hold you for 72 hours despite the fact that after 72 hours if the doctor doesn't agree to let you go then you can still walk out nut thats something they will never tell you. its legal because i did it yesterday.
and the second you'll be baporized which means you'll be watched 72 hours prior to getting to a facility thats open or has a bed to offer you. youre not allowed to pee with the door closed or locked. food goes to you. and where i was at i ended up in the hallway instead of an er room due to the amount of people coming into the er.
a girl that watched me was baporized told me the facilities here were okay. but my anxiety being so high ive been on a downward spiral.
i smoke weed. i drink during the day. i smoke cigarettes. the medications dont help me and im thinking to myself what a way to start out 2014. why cant i just get a job and be in school and do normal shit? oh right because my anxiety is so high im ready to freak out. my rights were stripped but after coming out of the er i do feel better but not enough to drive to a place by myself. im that anxious for no reason.
im never gonna have a life feeling this way. and no one in my family believes me they think im lazy and worthless considering i haven't worked in three years almost 4 now.