Little update on me

[mom23]

Hopefully you all remember me. Lol. When I first posted I was a complete basket case. Anxiety all day everyday. Waking up between 2-4 am and feeling so much anxiety and panic I couldn't sleep. I went to the doctor. I am already taking 40 mg of Celexa and had been great for years. All of a sudden the beginning of January I was horrible. The doctor started me on 100 mg of Wellbutrin on January 21. I did not feel any better and went back on February 13 I figured I should feel some difference. Well she increased the Wellbutrin to 150mg once a day for a week. Then 150 2 times a day. I think I'm starting to see the light at the end of the tunnel. I'm still anxious in the morning but not as bad. I was so bad I was throwing up in the morning. Then at work also. I'm getting my appetite back. I hadn't wanted to eat anything. I would have to force something into me. This morning was the first morning I actually didn't wake up until 5:30. Was still anxious and couldn't sleep. But for the past 2 months I hadn't slept past 4:00 am. I'm not putting the cart before the horse just yet. But I'm just happy I am seeing a difference. I've had 2 months of pure hell.

Whew. Sorry got a little long winded.

Kerrie xo

[mom23]

Ohh forgot to mention. Doc had given me .5 mg of clonzapam to take as needed. They did help

[Dahila]

Hi mom will post when I am back, nice to see you back:))

[NixonRulz]

Hopefully you all remember me. Lol. When I first posted I was a complete basket case. Anxiety all day everyday. Waking up between 2-4 am and feeling so much anxiety and panic I couldn't sleep. I went to the doctor. I am already taking 40 mg of Celexa and had been great for years. All of a sudden the beginning of January I was horrible. The doctor started me on 100 mg of Wellbutrin on January 21. I did not feel any better and went back on February 13 I figured I should feel some difference. Well she increased the Wellbutrin to 150mg once a day for a week. Then 150 2 times a day. I think I'm starting to see the light at the end of the tunnel. I'm still anxious in the morning but not as bad. I was so bad I was throwing up in the morning. Then at work also. I'm getting my appetite back. I hadn't wanted to eat anything. I would have to force something into me. This morning was the first morning I actually didn't wake up until 5:30. Was still anxious and couldn't sleep. But for the past 2 months I hadn't slept past 4:00 am. I'm not putting the cart before the horse just yet. But I'm just happy I am seeing a difference. I've had 2 months of pure hell. Whew. Sorry got a little long winded. Kerrie xo

Just feeling a little better changes your whole mindset and you feel that you CAN get better

Once you realize that, the positive things come in waves

Good to see you again and glad to hear you are on the home stretch

[mom23]

I just couldn't come and post anything. I was a wreck. Had a total breakdown at work. I'm here by myself most of the time. I bawled my eyes out because I just couldn't handle feeling like this anymore. I've also started taking Calm magnesium citrate powder

[jessed03]

Mom 23.... Mom twenty three.... doesn't ring any bells? :confused:

Of course we remember you!! :)

I was reading, and then read 'light at the end of the tunnel' and was like phew... for you. Those are really good words when somebody's going through hell!!!

It is good to see you again Mom. With your very blue picture!

[mom23]

Lol. Just to clarify. My name = mom to three. I have 3 kids. I'm so far from being 23 it's sad :). Today was the first day in 2 months I didn't wake up with anxiety. Wooooohooooo

[Dahila]

There will come good days without anxiety, and happy days. Age is just a number, otherwise I would not communicate so well with 20 years old :))

[jessed03]

Lol. Just to clarify. My name = mom to three. I have 3 kids. I'm so far from being 23 it's sad :). Today was the first day in 2 months I didn't wake up with anxiety. Wooooohooooo

Those days are nice. Gosh do they show you how much you were suffering.

So Mom to 3, not Mom23. Goddit ;)

[mom23]

Do they ever. The fact that I woke up feeling normal was awesome

[GeneAllen]

Sure glad to hear from you. I'm also glad to hear you're feeling better. You've had a tough couple months and lots of strength and determination. You have an excellent time ahead, as you have found something that works for you. Thank you for showing up. I was wondering about you. Peace Mom 23

[mom23]

I was at a point I thought I would never feel better. I'm feeling a little off tonight but nothing I can't handle.
I actually wanna smile and sing and dance and go out and do things.

[ttgb10]

Not sure how to write things on this can someone tell me if it's worked please

[ttgb10]

Hey everyone I'm new to this I have mild anxiety and it seems to be eating up my self confidence in the sense that when I speak to peoples constantly think about what there thinking about me I've become so self absorbed as I have a fear of being alone and that I'm gonna die all the time and if I'm alone something bad will happen to me. And nobody will be round to help me. I just wondered if anybody else seems to get this and if so recommend anything that has helped them that could help me thanks x

[ttgb10]

I also know I have health anxiety where I always am in tune with mg body and worry there is an underlying health problem that will ultimately end in my death I just want it all to stop :(

[jessed03]

I also know I have health anxiety where I always am in tune with mg body and worry there is an underlying health problem that will ultimately end in my death I just want it all to stop :(

Do you know how to make your own thread? You'll get many more responses that way :)

[jessed03]

I was at a point I thought I would never feel better. I'm feeling a little off tonight but nothing I can't handle.
I actually wanna smile and sing and dance and go out and do things.

That's so awesome :)

[ttgb10]

I don't no how do you do that?

[jessed03]

Are you on the app or the website?

[ttgb10]

The app! Does it make a difference?