03-27-2008, 06:59 AM
I have struggled many years raising my sons-and went without so they could have. I decided to go back to school in hopes of getting a 'better' job. I managed to get a BA in psychology and Women Studies and my Social Service Diploma. At the end of the day-I'm deeply in debt-and my sons want nothing to do with me-because of the depression and anxiety due to struggles. My last son-19 yrs old-given full freedom to pursue his gr. 12-did nothing all year-and I payed for everything-and now he's telling me he has to move out-no job-no education. I have so much that's not right-I need help in a big way. I owe the national Student Loan Service 48,000.00. And-I work at a call centre-not able to find work in my field-because I chose to stay around to help my sons-who end up-screwing me around. Where's the love? I've been told I've been way too giving-and to do the tough love thing many times over-but I guess-this is the payment for not establishing my boundaries. Sorry-my story for now.